speaking out what the heart desires...

2011-12-16T22:04:00.000+08:00

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2011-06-20T00:08:00.000+08:00

Bismillah..

Every now and then, this will blog will only be used when I feel the need to express my feelings somewhere...so here it is, ahha. Well, firts up...spiritual progress.. Insya'Allah only Allah knows.. Sabar, ikhlas dan istiqamah... oh Rabb I as hamba dahif faqir ilallah will surely at one point err though I try my best not to repeat the mistakes.. Plz guide me..

School's been on track.. new classmates..new group.. Iv never felt a crush on non-Muslim this strong b4..oh my.. V, ur dope...will see how it goes..

2011-04-12T16:29:00.000+08:00

Bismillah..

Wow Im 21 now.. Feels the same though, haha. I wanna GROW please.....argh. Anyways, I have never felt so much responsibility ever before going into my 21st Birthday. Im r referring g to the gift that Wak Hawa gave me...Hmms..Insya'Allah will khatam that for this year Ramadhan..And oh dear is tt a sign for me to return to hafalan Qur'an wf Ustaz Fahmi..?? Coz to me, i wanna atleast 'master' the Arabic language for ease of my hafalan and also I think Im still not ready like I THINK i Was...

Also Im feeling a bit 'terkilan'.. I jolly well know I shouldn't be if I really3 wants to follow the Sufis..Allah! But isn't it jz normal human behaviour..?? :S The ones I don't expect wished me but the ones I expected did not! Sad :/

Oh wells..

2011-04-09T13:52:00.000+08:00

Bismillah..

Before I turn 21, let me express my feelings here since its a been a long time I wrote anything here, hahs

Well, my life's pretty much the same..only that I got a new responsibility on the back of my shoulder as Nur Ikhwan's Chairman. Speaking of NI, there's lots that went through my mind the day after the EXCO Handover. Like all sorts of negative thoughts.. the feeling of people don't actually care about u.. I mean damn, the devil was full of tricks to mess up my mind coz the day after Iv to sit fr BA2 supp wch sux..

Fortunately all that is done and over with shukr Alhamdulillah.. though some Ni stuffs are yet to be settled but most importantly Iv come to term wf this new responsibility..and the gd part is no need to retake BA2! Yes,Yes..Alhamdulillah..

Moving on with relationships... I think my role is more suited to be a 'ttm' than anythng else.. well its nice if i do 'dipertemukan' wf my real jodoh.. cz im a guy who gets bored easily..nyeahs..Whatever it is, having the close bind with the Beloved Rasulullah s.a.w. is what that matters most though.. And Im thankful I gt close frens..mre like brothers that hopefully walaupun kerap ketemu tidak ku berasa bosan bersama mereka kerana merekalah sahabat islam yang sejati...

Wallhu'alam

2010-07-29T13:34:00.001+08:00

Alhamdulillah..

Memang sudah sekian lama hamba yang dhaif ini tidak bertinta di sini. Merenung kembali posting yang lalu sebelum ini, malu rasanya diri ini. Tidak dapat ku kotakan apa yang seharusnya diri ini janji ketika beberapa bulan yang dahulu..

Ala kulli hal, bagaimanapun, bulan-bulan yang sudah amat bermakna. Dapat berkenalan dengan para pencinta Rasulullah s.a.w... usrah bersama anggota SSC dengan perbualan ilmiah. tsumma Alhamdulillah..

Hamba fikir tiada apa lagi yang hendak hamba bicarakan di sini. Hanya mengharap doa kalian semua agar diri ini terus istiqamah dan berada dalam landasan yang betul, amin.

2010

2010-01-01T03:02:00.000+08:00

Bismillah...

Cepat sungguh masa berlalu. 2010 sudah pun menjemput kita. Pejam celik pejam celik, ku rasakan bagai semalam ku berada di Batam... Tahun yang sudah (2008), aku menyambut kedatangan 2009 di Batam disebabkan kerja kemasyarakatan ku di sana. Itulah pertama kalinya ku menyambut tahun baru di luar negara Singapura. Ala kulli hal, tak akan ku lupakan perayaan yang dianjurkan pihak hotel.. Masya'Allah..

Namun Alhamdulillah, summa Alhamdulillah bagi menyambut tahun 2010 agak jauh berbeza dari tahun yang lainnya. Semoga Allah memberkati Al Ustaz Shafi Nurul Anwar yang punya inisiatif menganjurkan "Contdown 2010" di Sultan..

Saya tahu agak sukar namun marilah kita berusaha menjauhkan diri dari maksiat di tahun 2010...Amin!

Wallhu'alam

2009-12-16T15:14:00.004+08:00

This is where it all began...

2009-11-14T14:12:00.000+08:00

Bismillah wal Hamdulillah

Ahh.. still breathing am I? Haha. This blog seems to be dead again. Well no inspirations to write. Been reading a lot though. Well2 gonna blog the things I've noticed so far..

Trends. Yeah, what I've been noticing lately old trends creeping back into our youths lives. Skaters, man they are everywhere now man! Maybe because its the school holidays now that I start to realise their 'existence'. Oh well whatever.

What I'm trying to put across we humans can't really escape from this thing called 'trend'. Though the trend whatever it may be had long been 'over and done with', but if one individual or perhaps a group should I say start doing that particualr thing that was once popular back then, it starts to creep in like a virus automatically.

Wow~ amazing is'nt it?

Well my intention ws swithing to tumblr bt blm menjadi..ahah

Till Then

Be Agressively Thankful

2009-10-02T10:35:00.000+08:00

Another post based on the title itelf. Yup, "Be Agressively Thankful". Notice the word 'Aggresively' in the middle, hahs. No kidding. We always think that we have thanked our Lord enough after things go as we wanted them too etc but in reality, we have not really thanked him enough! And to link this up, when someone says that Allah knows best (its a little cliche'd), yeah HE really does and you better believe it!

My own experiences: Taking it very hard to swallow when the first time im in ITE but hecks no regrets now. In fact, it gives more more opportunities to explore avenues. The attachment programme, the F1 experience.. man even the poly/JC kids don't get this much exposure to national events! My own fren who's in poly wrkd as cleaner while i gt the job as an usher. It is a whole lot of difference. No offence to anyone. Where's the othr poly kids? or wait, JC kids? Hahs. And yes the believe in me that I can continue my academic streak in ITE; where I can excel. Cum G.P.A 3.592

Alhmdulillah, Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah

House visits; an eye opener

2009-09-23T02:23:00.001+08:00

Bismillah...

Here we are, Eid Fitri in the month of Syawal 1430H. Though we hate to leave the previous month, Ramadhan before us, we can only pray that we are given another shot at tasting that special month.

So yeah finally the month some of us can't wait to celebrate. The month where the norm for people to start visiting relatives etc. And speaking of my title, yeah you really can take alot from different house visits. Take a moment to reflect...

Its been months and when Syawal comes about we visit our mom & dad's aunts/uncles. And sometimes especially when visiting someone who's already considered senior citizens, its a pity sight I must say. Pity to those that their health have deteriorate badly. Their physical apperance...But not all like that. Some masih lagi segar bugar, sihat wal'afiat Alhamdulillah..

Another thing that I'm utterly suprised about is how fast technology have come about in our daily lives. I mean to small kids to be precise. I talked to my cousin's son who's only in Pri 2 and she has a FACEBOOK account! Amazing? I don't think so.. I mean its good but the bad factors are more than the benefits. Exposing young kids to especially social networking sites brings about the dangers of them being victims of cyber preys...

Don't you share my views? No wonder we can't wholly compare what our younger generations did when we're at thier age..Totally different...

Haix..

Wallhu'alam

2009-09-18T15:38:00.000+08:00

Inallah ha wamala ikatahu yu sollu na alan nabiy'. Ya aiyuhal ladzi na amanu sollu alaihi wasallimutaslima...Allhuma Solli wa Sallim wa Barik alaih..

Bismillah..

Its the last Friday in Ramadhan and also the last terawih ): And right now, Masya'Allah its raining too... Well, hope that we leave Ramadhan 'suci' as sememangnya Eid Fitri itu sendiri bermaksud kembali kepada fitrah..

Anw, Eid Mubarak to all...

2009-09-11T16:41:00.000+08:00

Bismillah
Alhamdulillah its yaumul Juma'ah, penghulu segala hari. And not forgetting we'rse in the last 10 nights of Ramadhan. Allah, ya Allah, ya Allah!!!

Tribute to Sheikh Ali Jaber. May Allah be pleased with him. So far in Singapore Ustaz Fahmi Hamdan Ali comes closest in sounding like him (:

Wanna highlight another local ustaz that sounds like Sheykh Mishary Rashid al-Efasy. None other than Ustaz Zakariah Sharif which posess the 10 types of Qir'aat. His son is a Qari too wchch represented Singapore in many competitions.

2009-09-08T01:08:00.003+08:00

Alhamdulillah wa shukrulillah
Wassolatu ala Rasulillah

Masa cepat berlalu buat Ramadhan kali ini, Masya'Allah. And yes tidak dapat dinafikan, ada segelintir perubahan yang amat ketara. Kadangkala ku rasakan bahwa ia sebenarnya begitu ironis. Hairan? Takjub? Ish.. Allah Maha Mengatahui..

So Alhamdulillah al faqir dapat terawih bersama pertama Ustaz Noor Deros di al-istighfar. Seorang ustaz yang amat ku kagumi. Intellectual sesangat (: Kedua, ustaz hasan saifouridzal; salah satu anak murid Habib Omar di Singapura (: And tak lupa juga, diri ini bahagia sangat rasanya dapat bertemu bersama kaka angkatku wchc is also my neighbour btw, wf her Moroccan hubby! Its been so long since we met, Masya'Allah. Brought them to Mawaddah as Ustaz Fahmi; mudarris tahfizul Qura'an ku was imam di sana. And yes happy to see that Bro Muhammad loves ustaz's recitation and planning to study with him. Oh, Bro Muhammad is opening an Arabic class and is not imposting any fees. Help Spread the word ya ukhtis & akhinas.

Anw, reminder of Lailatul Qadr & its importance/significance in this clip. May we get to attain it, Insya'Allah Amin.

Self-Reflection

2009-08-28T15:15:00.000+08:00

Bismillah wal Hamdullillah
Wassolatuwassalam ala Rasulillah
Amma ba'du

As I was walking towards the mosque for my Friday prayer, there's a sudden deep sense of reflective moment regarding my iman. I remembered back then where I was in a particular state of disinterest. On the verge of losing all hope and questioning and questioning. No one did really understand I guess, even those who may get an idea of how I felt back then as its so complex. One needs to experience for onself. I was like the main character of 'Musafir Cinta'; Iqbal Maulana. But Alhamdulillah, here I am, with all those thoughts vanished. Yes indeed, HE is the Knower of ALL things...

So as we reach a week of fasting, I'm asking firstly to myself and the rest of you, have we reach the state of ??لَعَلَّكُمۡ تَتَّقُونَ
Have we grasp Allah's Rahmat... Remember the first 10 nights Allah spreads upon HIS rahmah to all beings

Wallhu'alam

P/s: I dreamt of Shaykh Zakaria Bagharib...

2009-08-17T01:21:00.002+08:00

Bismillah
All praises and thanks be to Allah who showed us guidance. Through His chosen servant that had called on us. With His permission, he called out and invited us to Him s.w.t. At your service, O the one who guided and urged us forward.

MasyaAllah Ramadhan in 5 more days! Marhaban Ahlan wa Sahlan ya Ramadhan!!! Or wait, did I hear whining? " Oh, not Ramadhan again...etc".. Hope we're not one of those people who feels that the Holy month is just a burden. One month full of restrictions,;this and that yar. Oh thinking they have to pass coz wanna to celebrate Eid? Heh. Looks like there is something wrong with the blogger layout nowadays. Im blogging using the Google Chrome browser and it still gives the same outlook. Oh wells.

So yar, no new inspirations at the moment. I'll leave things as it is for the moment. Hmms.. can't deny that Ramadhan this year will be a little quieter...

Here's a vid..enjoy

2009-08-10T22:06:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Since most of my links consisted of ladies, though I know my regular sahabats do read this humble blog of mine, I have dedicated this video to all the ladies yar. Regarding the vid, I hope its not too much to ask for rite, ladies or should I say Muslimah? Surely we guys would love that to happen, hee (;

2009-07-21T17:13:00.004+08:00

Apalah hidup tanpa wanita,
yang sentiasa menyerikan hidup kita,
namun haruskah itu semestinya?

Diri ini penuh dosa dan noda
termakan dengan godaan wanita
yang sememangnya hiasan dunia

Namun ku masih tetap mengharap
bahwa seorang insan yang bernama wanita
bak peribadi Sumayyah yang dapat bersama menuju syurga

Yang cintanya terhadap RabbNYA dan diriku tak luput seperti Rabiatul Adawiyah

Oh Tuhan,
jika itu tak berlaku
ko pohon perlihatkan Ainul Mardhiyah di jannahMU...

2009-07-10T16:58:00.003+08:00

Bismillah Wal Hamdulillah..

Oh Allah, before I start writing this post of mine, forgive me for all my sins be it past, present or future ya Rabb. In this blessed month of Rejab, I seek solace in U. Allhumma Bariklana fi rejab wa sya'aban wa balighna ramadhan..Istajib du'aa ana Ya Allah...

After much deliberation, I think its important for me to post this up. Though some of my ikwhans may have post this up, here's my personal take on it.

In my opinions, personallly the term, "Im older than you therefore I know better and thus you shall 'respect' me" should not be applied when one is talking on religous terms. Don't get me wrong here. I'm not trying to say that we must not respect the elders. You see, the problem in our society is that they tend to stick to that old mantra. And for us to tegur them would be considered wrong or even rude. Times have changed. Some of the cultures that are acceptable last time are no longer accepted in religion today. Therefore, that is the reason for us (me inclusive) to feel hesitant to approach an elder at times...

Another sad thing is some still get confused between culture and reigion. I was walking towards the interchange after Jumaat prayers when I overheard one of the uncle saying:

"Tu kan utk org arab..yg kite ni nk ikut diorang buat ape..."
He then make another statement whch is totally irrelevant.
"Kalau cina masuk islam, tk kn nk suruh dia pakai baju kurung?"

Oh come on..I got a sense he's talking about how the imam dresses..He's confused here. Why I say the second statement is irrelevant? Coz the way the imam dresses is solely based on sunnah and not culture alone. Tk kn arab je kn blh pakai jubah...(btw, the imam ws wearing jubah complete wf the "scarf"..all white). So that is why the second statement doesn't contrast his frst one (;

Wallhu'alam..

Feel free to add on/comment...

DA-I: Between the mould-caster and the Skilled artisan

2009-06-19T22:13:00.001+08:00

DA-I: Between the mould-caster and the Skilled artisan

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2009-06-10T01:16:00.004+08:00

Bismillah...Wal Hamdulillah.
Glory be to Allah s.w.t. that allows me the time and health to attend Shayks's talk a couple of hours ago at Singapore Expo. It felt as though the event was too shortlived as one is enjoying his/herself. Anyway, sheykh was asking the audience about the title, "Longing for the Divine" or is it "The Divine that longs for us?". This is because for those who didn't know, Allah is actually close to us; closer than we think HE is..He's so close as if HIS at our veins. So it can be simply said that HE longs for his creations too..to get closer to HIM. To be in constant presence every time.

Wallahu'alam...

Something to Ponder Upon

2009-06-07T21:47:00.003+08:00

Bismillah Wal Hamdulillah
Salam Alaik...

Apabila aku membaca keratan akhbar mengenai remaja berusia 18 tahun yang menjadi tukang mandi jenazah sambilan, ku teringatkan almarhum datukku yang telah pulang ke alam akhirat beberapa bulan yang lalu. Pada waktu itulah pertama kali ku berpeluang untuk membantu dalam memandikan jenazah...

Apa yang aku hendak kongsikan di sini dari artikel tersebut ialah betapa mulianya dan kalau ku boleh lettakkannya sebagai berani pemuda tersebut melibatkan dirinya dalam pengurusan jenazah. Aku tabik beliau. Dan dalam artikel itu ada disebutkan juga bahawa ramai belia yang kini tampil untuk belajar ilmu tersebut. Walaupun ia merupakan fardhu kifayah, namun ia adalah 'plus point' buat diri kita dan ahli keluarga.

Ia merupakan 'plus point' kerana sekiranya satu dari ahli keluarga kita yang meninggal, bukankah lebih baik kita sendiri yang dapat menguruskannya? Fikir-fikirkanlah...

Namun ku akui ia tidak semudah itu. Ada orang yang hanya belajar teorinya sahaja tetapi 'takut' akan praktikalnya...Wallhu'alam.

Not All Jews Are Bad

2009-05-27T21:30:00.003+08:00

Salam alaik...
Bismillahirrahmannirrahim..

What are our initial feelings when one mentions the word Jews or Israel? Surely some of you guys might start to get kinda angry or disgusted rite? Yes? No? As for me, I have to admit that I don't really like Israel or their people (Jews). I mean come on, with all the 'atrocities'.. their high-handedness towards the Palestinians who the hell favours them??

Ok, I know that I'm not supposed to have any hate as Muslim but yeah. After watching the 'Don't Tell My Mother' show on National Geographic where it shows Jews living peacefully in....IRAN. Yes Iran; where its President wanna wipe-off the Jewish state! Kinda ironic rite. But actually no need to be in suprise though as Jews and Muslims can co-exist together. So what's the point here? Alright, time to erase negative perceptions on Jews. We can still be angry towards Israel but not the people. Coz all the things that have been happening is the work of the Zionists.

Anw, I'll post with an interesting video of a Rabbi... :

2009-05-16T16:30:00.003+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim. AlhamdulillahWassolatuWassalamA'laRasullillahS.a.w.
AmmaBa'ad..
Salam Alaik...

All Praise to Allah and Peace be upon our greatest Prophet Muhammad S.a.w. These past few weeks have opened my eyes to what I consider a near 'impossible feat' the last time. It all began when I noticed a group of my juniors who went to pray Zuhur during their break time. I was all smiles as they somehow 'strengthened' my belief that are still those who cares about the religion;Islam. Its not that I frowned upon those who doesn't go to the mosque but surely my readers, you have to understand that my school is just another building away to the mosque. But somehow, not many frequent it to conduct Zuhur or worst even Jumaat prayers! Masya'Allah. Its pretty saddening.. );

Speaking about that group of guys, there's this guy who really stands out from the group. Why? Coz basically he's a Chinese and not yet a Muallaf! SubhanaAllah. And each time that particular group went for prayers, he joined in too (: After inquring..Haha I found that my juniors are trying to bring him into Islam. And mind you, he's not being forced or whatsoever, coz he himself can choose to stay in school instead of following them to the mosque. May one day he recite the kalimah tauhid: Laillaha iIlallah.( There's no God except Allah). Biznillah..Amin Ya rabb.

(He whom Allah guides, he is the rightly guided; but he whom He sends astray, for him you will find no Wali (guiding friend) to lead him (to the right path)) (18:17).

"If Allah wants to favor someone, He grants him comprehension (understanding) of this religion."
[Sahih Bukhari vol.1 # 71, Tirmidhi and Musnad Ahmad]

Islam and Dating

2009-05-02T18:20:00.005+08:00

Salam alaik...

A very interesting topic for sharing purposes (;

The Sweetness of Loving Prophet Muhammad s.a.w. and the Habaibs

2009-04-24T22:45:00.003+08:00

Salam alaik..

Bismillahirrahmannirrahim..Alhamdulillah wassola tu ala rasulillah s.a.w.

This post will be in Malay..

Shukur ke hadrat Allah s.w.t yang telah melimpahkan kepada kita nikmat iman dan ihsan. Aku amat bertuah sekali kerana walaupun sudah masuk RabiulAkhir namun banyak pihak penganjur yang tetap tidak berhenti menganjurkan pelabagai acara maulid untuk memperingati Rasul besar kita, Muhammad s.a.w. Dan lebih menggembirakan hatiku lagi apabila mendapat tahu bahawa ramai para habaibs yang turun di negeri Singapura ini. MasyaAllah! Ahlan wa sahlan wa marhan bikum ku ucapkan (:

Kenapa diriku ini kini sering menunjukkan kasih kepada Nabi Muhammad s.a.w. tapi ada kelainan pada kali ini? Jawapan ialah setelah ana betul-betul menghayati hadis ini:

"Demi jiwaku yang berada dalam genggamnNya. Tidak sempurna Iman seseorang antara kamu sehingga aku menjadi orang yang paling dicintai melebihi dirinya, hartanya,keluarganya dan manusia seluruhnya". ( Hadis Riwayat Bukhari)

SubhanAllah..ia bersangkutan dengan iman wahai teman. Sesuatu perkara yang teramat penting. Sesungguhnya bila hati itu telah dipupuk dan dibelai untuk mencintai Rasulullah s.a.w., nescaya kerinduan terhadap beliau akan berada dalam hati kita. Ketahuilah sekalian bahawa nikmatnya mencintai beliau terlalu isitimewa..

Bersangkutan para habiabs pula, mereka adalah ulama'..orang yang dekat dengan Nabi s.a.w. Telah dikatakan bahawa ulama' warassutun anbiya' (Ulama' pewaris NABI). Sebab itulah kita harus mencintai mereka juga kerana mereka amat dekat dengan Rasulullah s.a.w. sedangkan kita? Ya Allah...!!! Terlalu jauh..Ambillah barakah daripada kehadiran mereka..

Wallahu'alam
Assalamualaikum wrb

Please Take Some Time To Read...

2009-04-14T23:56:00.005+08:00

Hey Guys...

In the Name Of Allah, you guys might be thinking wats up wf this guy making his 'comeback to the blogging-sphere' but rarely blogs nowadays? Well, basically my approach have changed. I no longer blog about my life now, only blog when I need to share something or on various issues that I feel coincides with my life at that point of time. So hear me out aytes (:

Dear readers, "How could a man guides others…
When even he needs guidance?" Those sentences really caught my eyes when I visited my friend's, friend's blog. Oh how true indeed. That basically explains it all. Sometimes I had those moments where I have inner conflicts within pertaining iman..How I missed those times when a friend commented that everytime she reads my blog, "sejuk hati aku". Therefore, Im trying to go back to the writing style where that was once the reason for creating a blog . Though I really feel that I'm not qualified to post advices or opinions, Im just another human being wanting to share. Its actually my responsibility to share as the Prophet s.a.w. once said, " Pass on my knowledge (or whatever knowledge u have attained) eventhough its a word".

So I'm here to share today what Iv attained during the mauizah hasanah during last Sunday's Maulidur Rasul event held at Darul Aman. Qoutes from various ustazs which I can remeber and find it relevent:
P/S: Its in Malay bt I'm typing it out in English for the benefit of all. Translations may not be accurate. Apa yang baik datang dari Allah s.w.t. dan yang tidak datang dari kelemahan diriku sendiri...

" We've heard and seen countless times about people being heartbroken because of love. Or one-sided love and such. Why waste your energy pursuing that one love that you can't get eventhough you've given your all? Why not you channel that energy into loving Muhammad Rasulullah s.a.w.? Yes, he's long gone and why love someone who's passed away? Here's where you're wrong. Though he's passed away, technically he's still with us. And believe me, your love towards him will definitely be reciprocrated unlike with your significant others where you can't get that sort of guarantee... -Ustaz Ghouse Khan
" Don't ever stop doing your amal ibadah eventhough you have sinned yourself. ( I personally like this.. cz i hd this feeling b4..read on). Imagined yourself doing ibadah throughout your life and then suddenly at one point of time you bowed down to your nafs, its like falling 5-10 cm behind the finishing line. Are you gonna just give up and said, "Well that's it..Its all wasted.?!"No!!! Bring yourself up..Crawl if you have to. Here's an analogy. Let's say you get a 1000 points for every amal you do..do,do,do till fr eg you have accumulate 50,000 points. Then you sinned yourself..Your points start to drop slowly..From 50,000 to a -500. Don't give up. No matter hw much your points is, Allah will still accept you. There's a story during Rasulullah's time about this man who had killed 99 men. He went to Rasulullah and was told to find this alim cz he regretted what he had done..During his journey, he killed another man whch makes it a 100. Bt his sole intention was to fnd that alim to help him change his ways. When he died during his journey, Allah forbids the angel of death to touch him. Allah pardoned him for his virtuos intentions.. - Ustaz Abu Zaki Yusof

Wallahu'alam..

if someone wanna get upset over such trivial matters for idk what reason, all i have to say is: 'come on, get a life! Life's too short to fret over those kind of things..heh'

2009-04-05T12:31:00.003+08:00

Hey Guys..

Well..its oh so true that in life you have to win some and lose some. To be honest, it kinda sucks just thinking about it. I jolly well know that especially as a Muslim, we have to be contented and bersyukur..But heck. Why can't we at least win both once in our life? Oh wells. No point 'ranting' as all these are Allah's test on us.

Guess I'll stop here..

Till then.

still questioning...

Random or Fate?

2009-03-27T23:02:00.004+08:00

Hey Guys...

I have been thinking lately whether all those dreams that I've encountered lately was really an actual sign that I should heed in the future or should I just continue to shrug it off? Hmms..Dreams are devil's play but it could be God's way too of conveying something.. This question strucked me as I had this dream and it did really happen..Oh wells.

Anyway, the past two days was spent with another childhood of mine that I got reunited with. Coolness rite? I never thought of meeting another of mine kindergarten friend let alone 'searching' for them after I met one a few months back. Amazingly, this reunited friend could really recall the days spent from K1 TO K2 in PPIS. That 2 years..wow! Another random ongoings in my life..well not really. This I should say, is fate. If I had chosen the course back then, and got into NP I would have met him earlier. But hey, I got to meet him now eventually! For a moment I thought it gonna be awkward after such a long time not seeing each other or even talk for that matter, but old memories bridges the gap. He even invited me to his house though he just ended his work attachment...So yeah (;

And oh, 3358 could be my fate should that number strike! Alright, hold it for a moment. What the hell is this guy talking about? Haha. Well, I received an sms from a stranger asking me to buy 4D with that number..Of course, I didn't bought it. Actually...I did have the urge to ask my Chinese friend to buy but scrapped that idea out. So out of curiousity and not to allow myself to have any tinge of 'regret' of not buying the no., I checked out the winning and consolation numbers in Liang He Zhao Bao and phew, 3358 didn't appear! Hee.

Mankind often ignores
what's fated...
and always dreams of
altering the written destiny

Manusia jahil menerima
ketentuan, senantiasa impikan
peluang untuk mengubah
suratan takdir...

Blessed Living In Singapore

2009-03-20T22:27:00.005+08:00

Hey guys...

I just came back from KL yesterday and all I have to say is I'm really blessed to be living in Singapore. I guess you guys should feel the same way too. I'm not saying this because of some bad encounters during the trip or whatsoever. The trip went smoothly as a whole, Alhamdulillah.

What I'm trying to say is travel opens up your mind; broaden your perspectives. Go out, see the world. I noticed several trips during my stay in KL. The busy traffic, the mak nyahs (transvestite), the different mazhabs or beliefs..(man this incident sets my dad and me talking). Here's what we saw. There's this guy at the surau came in as a makmum. Then after the prayers ended, he went on to lead another prayer with 4 other guys at the back. Soon, many followed him..And guess what? After the prayers he led ended, he went at the back and started to pray again with the same 4 guys! Hmms.. how many time does he want to pray Maghrib? Wallahu'alam..This sort of thing, only HE knows ..but I'm still left puzzled.

And about being blessed living here, I brought this matter up as I felt unsafe walking on the streets of KL at night, no kidding. Its unlike Singapore..The other thing is about our spending power. We can spend like for all we care there as everything's 'so cheap'. While their citizens there 'suffer' because of their all-time low currency rate. Prices there are set high as tourism money generates income while most Malaysians can't afford as thir income doesn't allow them to. The rich gets richer, the poor gets poorer. Sounds cliched yeah? But sadly, that's what is happening each day..

My Comeback

2009-03-13T15:52:00.003+08:00

Hey Guys...

Its about time I post something on this wonderful Friday. Friday is love don't you think so? Haha oh well. And speaking about love, I got a couple of things to share..so read on.

Firstly, let me be frank. Im sure to get some flak for this very post from all those love-birds/couples out there. But here's the thing, its not from my views but someone more knowleagble, mature thinking. She's my current ustazah who's teaching the Arab module currently at Cordova..And she gt married at a very young age...She's young too (:

Well, let me share to you the things that she shared with my DPIC class. Ever heard of the term, 'There's no relationship in Islam except in marriage(Tiada konsep berpacaran dalam Islam). Im sure you guys have heard about it. Sounds crap and I totally agree with you guys. We're all go : "WHAT??Then hw do we end up in marriage and so and so.." Being and(trying at the same time) the moderate Muslim, I felt that surely that's an extreme point of view. But after her explanation, I began to understand and not ridicule it and I hope it sparked you guys to think about it too.

So what's the issue then? To those guys/gals out there, can you be sure that the gal/guy you're currently with will be ur future husband/wife? He/she is your very first bf/gf. The phrase, "I LOVE U" have not be used on any other guy/gal. You're the number __(insert no.victim. Be truthful, you can't guarantee that sort of thing rite? If your're really sure, put it in black and white and I'll moniter your progress till you make your wedding vows!

The thing is, we're being played by the devil (I admit, I was being played too)..heck, we all are. Even prophets got deceived etc except for the angels. We go about our life out there trying to find partners each and every day. And if we do find one, is that really the partner that Allah have destined for us to be with? Oh sure we may say: "Yes, we're made for each other.."etc. Alright but stop kidding ourselves. At a certain point of time, surely, we'll feel bored etc..Trying to look for other guys/gals..IF that couple made it into marriage, most probably it won't stay for long as we have chosen our own partners instead of the one Allah have chosen for us.

Now, the big question. So how do we know that guy/gal is meant for us. If we don't look (as in ikthiar, we won't end up in marriage either). I posted this to her too, Here's the reply. When one is ready for marriage, one will know. My ustazah never had a boyfriend..then one day this guy(her husband nw) felt that its the right time and she felt it too..the end up marrying after looking at each other's background. No worries. Allah is All Knowing, The All Fair. Seseorang yang baik akan bersama orang yang baik vice versa. BUT, if Allah decided to give lets say a good guy ended up with a not so good gal, Allah is testing you and hopefully you'll be able to guide the gal...

As for the ikhtiar part, all we need is to perform our daily ibadah, continue studying/working hard, respect the elderly and Insya Allah all will fall in place nicely.(:

So stop looking and here's what she said to those who're currently attached ( I personally felt that's a little harsh though). " Break off! Simple. Tell to ur bf/gf we 're breaking off because of Allah. If we're really meant for each other, we'll somehow meet one day and end up in marriage. If ur gf/bf cannot wait and understand, just forget about her/him. Tahu2 je in a few months time u'll c him/her wf a different partner..But if he/she's faithful, then u'll know that that's the one for u..."

WaAllahu' alam...

2009-03-12T13:51:00.001+08:00

Look out for this space.. will be back soon (:

2009-01-31T16:07:00.004+08:00

Ku rasa sudah tiba masanya ku berhenti menulis buat seketika atau mungkin juga buat selamanya? Wallahu'alam...

Diri ini sering kali 'terperangkap' dalam watak-watak dalam berbagai novel yand diri ini miliki. Ceritanya seakan-akan sama..Suatu kebetulan atau petunjuk dari Illahi? Ku masih belum mengerti. Perasaan dan reaksi ku mengapa begitu sekali? Dua persoalan yand ku nantikan dari DiA.. Alaa Ya’lamu Man Khalaq Wahuwal Lathiiful Khabiir. Pure random thoughts? Neah.. I don't think so. Semuanya ada sebab dan musabbabNYA..

Akhir kalam dariku..
Assalamualaikum Warahmatullah...

2009-01-28T21:29:00.005+08:00

Its the end of the long weekends,heh. Basically I didn't do much... Pretty mundane man..Idk..Just slackin'..spendin' time with my dad..Eatin' out! Haha.. This time there's no outing with the bros during CNY..baahh.. boring. Though some ISQ'ans did organise an outing to Sentosa yesterday..well, I give it a pass.

So Alhamdulillah, yesterday was given the opportunity to go to Habib Salim As-Shatiri's talk from Hadramaut, Yaman. Though he do frequents Singapore often, didn't really had the chance to meet him as all the mosques he visited was quite far. But hey, yesterday's was at Masjid Kassim so yeah. The 2 SP guys tagged along..Before making my way to the mosque, Aiz treat me at BK as his sister won a voucher worth $250! Cool or what.. Anw, back to Habib..he gave constant reminders..bout the Qiamat and stuffs.. I'm glad tt I gt to salam the Habib's hand twice! First upon his arrival and aftr the syarahan..MasyaAllah..tangannya begitu harum..It felt like ur smelling the Jannah at one point of time..Hope Habib's remain in good health as yeterday he arrived in a wheelchair..Dh uzur..

Ooooh....anw guess whatt? I gt 82% for my Marketing CCA..was expecting to score bout 6o+..But alhamdulillah..haha (:

Pstt.. I gt myself a book frm non- other than Habiburrahman El-Shirazy! 'Pudarnya Pesona Cleopatra...'

2009-01-26T16:00:00.004+08:00

Before I'm off for Solat Khusuf(Gerhana Matahari/Bulan) with my dad at En-naeem..Let me post bout my weekends yar!

Sat: Chilled at Mr Alfian's house with Mr Fawwaz and Shrooms. Watched 'Street Kings' and 'Chuck and Larry'. Lol. 'Chef' of the house, Mr Alfian and Mr Fawwaz. left at ard 8.30 p.m. Thought of meeting the two guys later at 12.00 at Fico Sports Hub but last min dad won't allow as soon as he heard that I'll hav to tumpang Mr Mateen on a bike. He said Jurong too far and he scared tt I'll be asleep after penat main bola..And somemore naik bike..Hahs. Too bad lor.

Sun: Waduh.. the total strength for my DPIC class have gone up to 34 students! Damn packed siah wf all the juniors..some positives: the no of guys frm 4 dh naik to 11! Nyeahs..But muslimah still lagi ramai ah..Like duh. Then after my class, went out wf dad to Masjid Kassim. Maghrib there then hd our dinner at 'As-Salam' Restaurant opp. Tried the prata SMS...After eating, walked towards Masjid Al-Abdul Razak fr syarahan..oh, Mr Mahathir(who once tght me Chemistry) was there too! And I was quite suprised though..He gt 2 sons wch yg masih kecik2 lagi. Haha.

2009-01-23T17:46:00.006+08:00

Its been awhile eyh? Baru 8 hari tak update..heh. Reasons for it? Hmms..Time? Or its just me who couldn't be bothered..Haixz. Oh wells. So anw, gonna update on my driving lessons and the rest aytes.

So far driving lessons been good. Had learn the U-Turn and kerb-side stopping etc. Oh, my TP on the 4th April..ANd tts a week before I turn 19! Hee. It'll be a perfect early present if I do attained my licence on that very day man..Allah, make that happen yar (:

Life's been good as a whole. Ive learnt that when ur patient for smth u can't gt back then, suddenly things comes in numbers? (omg, is there such an expression :-s..watever ah). Dad's got the Hubstation and OMG its super cooool! Im in control of the TV now and nt the othr way round..hahaha. F.y.i. the Hubstation allows u to pause, record etc THE ur channel that ur currently viewing!! Also got to know that Abang Halim's fine wf me holding on to his D70 as long as I wanna use it. Kinda feel bad a little as that's not mine officially but "so lng as u enjoying takin' pics tts gd"..tts wat he tld me yawz. So woohoo..As u all knw, tt cam dh bynk berjasa..Use it during Kak Nur's weddin' and I even brought it to Batam..Oh, mst importantly, sme of the shots taken usin' tt cam was featured/shorlisted. Speakin' bout shortlisted, I jz created a Facebook profile semata-mata to check wthr my pic is shortlisted for the GEP 09 Photography Competition..And yes2, pic no 2 (refer to previous post) is shorlisted (: Urgh, I had to reject Mr Ganesan's request to be the photographer for class pics as timing tak sesuai langsung! At 1..oh cmn' religion comes frst..Friday prayers man..So initially wanted to ajak Ahmad Faezin's (RJC) to the newly reopend Muhajirin Mosque but he tld me tt he's nt schoolin'..so oh wells. Went there by myself..Its only 3/4 stns frm Bishan..hahs.

Anw, ever seen 5 BMW's lined up together in one strght line? Iv seen one(; And it was yesterday,heh. Attended 'D' division reunion dinner at Aloha Loyang..Did the Chinese 'lo hao'?(any-oh-how je aku ni lol..the tradition where they toss food fr luck, prosperity etc.) OOOhh..gt a ride on Mr Rick's car..BMW 5 Series man..foo! The feel..POWER! Can't compared to any othr car..But getting a ride on Mr Fawwaz's Tuscany also nt bad..Haha. Before I end, I wanna announce tt iv completed reading the book 'Musafir Cinta' on bus 53 at 9.40 a.m.!Haha.

let's make this clear, jz wanna tll u tt there's no animosity between bth of us k. bt i jz feel tt there's nthng to tlk bout rite nw. im happy wf my life..and hope u are too yar(bth of u..) let time heals everthng..Do note tt never did I mention b4 tt the frenship's over aytes etc. hmms.. glad tt u still rmb me in one way or anthr..though u still puzzles me...

2009-01-15T01:16:00.005+08:00

Phew..Finally have the time to update,hahs. So as some of you know that I went to watch the midnight movie, Red Cliff 2 aytes and man it was awesome! And the ride home adds to the coolness yaw. Hitched a ride on Mr Mateen's Phantom at 3 a.m. Hee.

Wokayys.. I'm done wf DPIC exams..Tafsir and Aqidah 2. Next Sunday gonna start on Fiqh Muamalat and yes2..we're officially the seniors now! Haha. The juniors will soon be joining us starting on the next module wch is Fiqh Muamalat. Marketing CA ;done and over wf too..So yeah, I can "gt away frm studying" now..heh. Whats left is the remaining percentage I have to accumulate for the Marketig ,TPS and BZC project..dang!

And Alhamdulillah, Ive secured my first downline! More to come..Oh, after much pondering on what pics to send to suit the theme,' Embracing Global Diversity', Iv managed to send 3 pics for submission. Its fr the Global Education Seminar competition anws..

SO here's the pics Ive submitted..Hopefully one of it is chosen. Amin (:

Will Our Paths Crossed Again..

Smiles For A Brighter Future

End Of A Beautiful Day

2009-01-09T16:13:00.004+08:00

Updates..Updates..

Monday: Well, school reopens..Mendak as usual. No studying..School kecoh as there's orientation for the Jan intake..Oh, sad thing happened early in the morning. When bro went out of the house to go to school, he found out that his Haro bicycle got stolen!!! Pfftt..Damn that mofa..Later in the afternoon, went for my driving practical after 2 and a half months of absence..Pretty ood..Touch-up and stuffs..

Wednesday: Had no intention of skipping Marketing at 9 but somehow terlajak & woke up at 8 instead of 7. haiyah. So decided to go to sch anws for BZC at 10..But as soon as I arrived there, the class was watching a movie -_-"..Baik pe.. 2 jam je gi sch to watch movie..free plk tu..But alot of things can be learnt ah from tt good movie, 'the Kite Runner'. (: Then went for driving agn..Man..this time frst part fcuked up..Gained my momentum only after 30 mins.Then coincidentally sms-ed Aziz..He was at Eunos coffeeshop..So met him there..do some catching up and we went our separate ways after Maghrib..

Friday: Something happened that kinda wrecked my mood. Hahs. Shan't go into details ah.. Mistakes happened due to ignorance..Anw, I'm just done watching the 'Battle of Red Cliff'..Gonna watched the part 2 later at The Cathay with Boss, Mr Alfian & the rest of the uplines frm the other divisions..Midnite movie dok.. Time :00.35!

2009-01-04T21:09:00.008+08:00

Bismillah...

Hey..now gonna update on the Malaysia & Batam trip aytes!

27 Dec 08- The High-tea session was perfect man. Lots of delicious food to try out! Nyeahs. This JB trip kinda more of a makan session,heh. At night we ate seafood at this Kota Tinggi stall, Hasan Ong. Sedap giluur..We ordered like 4 plates of Hor Fun! Then next day, can u believe that we actually had breakfast at 2 different locations! First had lontong at this Semarang stall then cross over to the other side to have roti canai..Lol..

29 Dec 08- Finally, the Batam Trip! As soon as we stepped into the pesantren, Bina Ummah, my herat felt heavy. It was so heartfelt seeing the conditions they are living in. The way they welcomed us with open arms..So basically, the first day there all we did was to familiarise with the place and mingle with the kids..Then off to our hotel, Golden View...

30 Dec 08- Second day, start of work. Me being the second phtographer began snapping all the pics. The activities there.. oh the kids especially which are so damn adorable! As I am also assigned to be the leader of the sports/games group, was quite pleased to know that my members know what to do..Had a game of soccer too..Their skills not bad seyyh..At night had our reflections session. Kinda get to know more bout myself through the, 'Are u what u think u are?' and 'Conflict Management Style' sessions. Oh, I'm a Melon and my dominant conflict dominant style is a collaborating owl. hee.

31 Dec 08- The bond between me and the kids have grown stronger. Love them to bits..As usual, went about snapping pics..treat some of the kids..Zikrah and Ahmed..Yusril my favourite! Then there's 2 brothers who looks identical but are not twins, Iswardi and Karim =) Oh, help out with doing the cement wf Azhar..A great guy..At night there's New Year celebration at the hotel..Happening! But shall not elaborate on it ahh..

1 Jan 09- Last day with the kids..Hati ini berat untuk meninggalkan mereka..Yusril, Dimas,Jefri,Karim,Isawrdi,Mario, Fudin, Zikrah,Ahmed and the rest will forever be in my mind..Kinda sad as Ummi, pengasas pesantren Bina Ummah wasn't there to take the farewell pic wf us as she needs to settle her brother's funeral..I'll always remeber the day she touched my cheeks and told me that I look exactly like her anak sedare name, Dodi... After farewell, off to Nagoya..shop2.. gt myself a kemeja..and a book titled, 'Musafir Cinta'. (: pstt..at night me, irwan, azhar and joe went swimming! hwuaha.

2 Jan 09- Final day!!! Shop at Batam CitySquare and MegaMall.. Stuffs that I bought in Batam in total : A Gergio Armani eau de toilette, shirt, book, adam sari, lots of diff.snacks, a set of gendang fr dad, kueh lapis, a Burberry bag fr mum, and yes..2 dozens of J.Co donuts!!!Hee.

There's more though..But I shall end it here =)

2008-12-23T23:18:00.010+08:00

Yeah I've been busy since my first week of holidays started. Busy doing what? Heh. Even my sahabats don't know bout it YET. But one day u guys we'll know lah..heh. So yeah, Iv been trying very hard to catch up with my best buddies and Alhamdulillah, I manage to do that. The only thing that kinda pissed me off was that when I freed my time for that particular day, someone cancelled the plan but yeah, I lose nothing coz thankfully I have frens thah I can called upon on. So Muallaf was GREAT! But the only thing I find bout the ending was it ended abruptly..Oh wells. Its a must-watch anw..Sets u thinking..

Alright, this gonna be my last post for 2008.. 2008..bittersweet and a taxing year I should say. Shan't mention it here. Certain things are best not remembered,heh. But the last week leading to 2009 have been great per se. I'm undergoing something empowering..

Anws, Ill not be in Singapore on 27-28: High-Tea session with aunts at Puteri Pan Pacific Hotel
29-2Jan: College Central's Service-Learning Trip to Batam

So before I end, here's 2 special post to my 2 frens.. No need to mention name coz I'm sure korang smart enough to realise it aytes..

Dear dude, first and foremost its really an understatement to say that Iv change.. Yeah..Part of me I guess..and its for the better dude. For my own sake... Everyone change..Change is good,heh. Apa makna Hijrah bagimu? Please don't take this as if Im attacking u or what, coz honestly, Im not. And its up for u to believe..And if ur wondering apsl aku tak confront kau, its bcz i want u to think aftr reading this. Ponder over it. Its not like sahabat kita yg lain tk pernah tegur kau..We tegured, kamu melenting..So yeah. Thats all I have to say..Its not like it was before man,definitely.
~Temanmu...~

Dear dudette, firstly I would like to thank u for all the memories be it emotionally/physically.. Anw, you leave me with no choice but to question your sincerity,really. And since both of us can't get over the fact that u know, I knw, that there's still some awkwardness between both of us. So yeah. To end all this, I'm stepping aside..Fade away..Maybe we'll c each other in 5-10 years time? Till then.
~Your papaya,rambutan,slacker.. watever u wnt to cll me..~

To sum it up, I wish ur guys the best in your pursuits..Both of u gonna be damn bz anws..Oh, let me quote one hadith.. its a reminder to me too..: "Friendship pertains to one's heart and sincerity. Those who think they can gain another's friendship through deception and hypocrisy only deceives themselves. Even if some hypocrisy simple-minded people are taken by their hypocrisy and flattery, they will not able to sustain a long-lasting friendship". After reading all that, you can say watever u want bout me..Mean or etc..But Ive consulted God and I know Ive made the right decision..

To the others, HAVE A BLESSED 2009 AHEAD YAR (:

I close this post of mine wf this song.. :

doa perpisahan - brothers

I'm not lying tt I once teared over this song..yeah not any other love songs etc...

2008-12-18T16:46:00.005+08:00

Alright wanna post stuffs that was on my mind to give ya guys and gals a better idea of what I've been doing the past days..Heh..But wait! I don't wanna "DIE PAINFULLY" so..am gonna do the quiz(frst time i'm being askd to do a quiz then post) instead which Dinie asked me too..Here goes:

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
Hanis
Nis
Bro

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU'VE HAD:
Nis the Miz, Wak Ilham, Al Dhaif Al Faqir Ilallah

THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 33 MINUTES:
lol by myself watching Rusell Peters Red White & Brown show!
cuddling my pillow,heh
blog-hopping (:

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
I’m unique!
I can be friends wf anyone I've met(:
I can know certain stuffs tt ppl hides from me..hohoho

THREE THINGS YOU DISLIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
I procrastinate real bad.):
Self-doubting(is there such a wrd? heh) :-S
I easily trust people and gives them another chance..

THREE PARTS OF YOUR ORIGINS:
Javanese
Malay
Arab (cheh! mcm fhm..tkdelah)
p/s: ehks, but to sme ppl I don't look Malay though.Haha. "U Malay?" Rep: "Yes "Cakaplah.. Rep: "Asl?" "U don't look Melayu..Mcm ade campur".. HEE ((:

THREE THINGS YOU'RE AFRAID OF:
Allah
Commitment :-S
Dying dalam keadaan Suil Khatimah/Kafir.. God Forbid.

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
Specs! dUH.. (IF NOT HW TO TYPE U TLL ME? hahs)
Masjid Abdul Hamid Kampung Pasiran's jersey...
shorts

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
specs (I'll be a bling bat without it.boo-hoo)
RICE! (I have to eat ASEAN's STAPLE FOOD yawz..)
TV (LOTS CN BE LEARN FROM HERE..)

*THREE IMPORTANT OBJECTS (WHEN GOING OUT):
my phone!
my atm card.
& my watch(:
p/s: Extra sikit...hwuahaha..Gt to knw Boss pakai Kenneth Cole jugak beb.. =)

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS:
Gue tak cerewet beb..Bukan fanatic..K lah try to fullfil 3 eh..Erms, -Circa Survice baby! - Bee Gees (classic..foo!) - Hijjaz! (lol..kumpulan nasyid ah..apa ni boy band..boy band :-P

THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
Conversing wf GOD
Talk to someone?
go out & take a breather (:

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
lelaki baru by zaibaktian
welcome home by coheed & cambria
destinasi cinta by mestica

*THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
getting as much downline
a MACINTOSH
MY VERY OWN CAR!

THREE THINGS YOU REGRET:
TELLING PPL CERTAIN STUFFS? HEH
not studying properly for TT ONE SUBJECT..URGH ):
One more eyh.. Erms, basically I'l try NOT to regret stuffs...so tts bout it.. Blueks

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
BLESSINGS (impt beb..suka sama suka bt parents oppose..no point kn?)
compromise in certain things.. (tk blh everything..kalau the othr party buat benda yg btl2 salah, tkkn nk "ye" kan je..rite?)
Loyalty

THREE IMPORTANT THINGS YOU'RE GIVING TO THE WORLD:
my MONEY! (indirectly of course..i'm contributing to the ECONOMY everday..make sense?)
my smile (:
erms, my knowledge? heh

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in order):
I like smart gals (:
I take a long time to dress up..("the anak dara of the hse" lol)
I'll get married to a Miss Universe/World.

*THREE FEATURES YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:
haha this is easy..(;
her eyes
her lip
her hair

THREE EMOTIONAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:
understanding
patience
caring

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
play basketball
talk like TG!!
draw ):

THREE THINGS YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST:
alamak past? mana satu ah? hmms..
wearing contacts
lepak session
nth

THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:
membership from NEOLUX (i'm waiting baby!!!)
love, love, love..
a good book (:

THREE REASONS WHY YOU ARE WHO YOU ARE:
Allah
my parents.. duh!
my frens..definitely

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES:
taking pictures!
adventuring!
read a book (i'm longing fr a good book to spend my time wf, seriously. bt i don't have one at d moment ):

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
Pray
Sleep, heh (i knw if dinie reads tis she'll go, "sleep je! tdo,tdo,tdo" kn? lol
Tts bout it

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
Businessman
Malay Teacher
House-band (: Lol

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR HOLIDAY:
Venice
Switzerland
London

THREE CARTOON CHARACTERS:
Spiderman
Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles
SpongeBob

THREE BOY’S NAMES:
Hafazhah
Halim
Nick

THREE GIRL'S NAMES:
Auni
Ezuin
Izarella

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
membina sebuah masjid.. have two kids (: pardon each & everyone

THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ OR DIE PAINFULLY:
Naq
Sheyda
Afba

p/s: The one wf asterisks are qns tt I ammended a little..

2008-12-15T17:37:00.007+08:00

I got nothing to say...
Thanks for the tags and concerns anws...

Random! But I find this song nice though:

2008-12-10T21:57:00.004+08:00

Belum terlambat untuk mengucapkan Selamat EidlAdha kn? Anw, thanks to those who sms-ed me that day. Hmms.. but I feel as if Hari Raya Haji "lack significant" gitu compared to bulan Syawal? Don't u guys feel the same in any way? I mean for those yang really understand wats EidAdha's all about, Alhamdulillah.. Oh wells.

So three years in a row I got a chance to volunteer for 3 diff, mosques! Hee. So this year went with dad at Masjid Abdul Hamid Kampung Pasiran at Gentle Road. I know..Damn far...at Novena there..lol. But gerek coz by 12 dh habis..Hahaha. Jadi "butcher" beb..woohoo.

Anw, then at night the whole fam. went visit nyayi at Bik Idah's place..Ingtkn tk nk ikut but no escape this time man..Coz tt time nyayi's in SGH i didn't go visit..After that, off to visit atuk pula at CGH..

Haixz.. holiday mood already sia..Didn't go to sch tadi..Anw, last nite went Toa Payoh got biz proposal frm Shrooms..An oppurotunity fr me he said. Wah but kinda have little doubt yawz..part $300 jz like tt.. But I believe him and believe once the whole thing's settled this Friday, I'll reap in the rewards in the few months, InsyaAllah.

Finally, Marina Barrage trip tmr..and oh, Kak Nur Suhaila's nikah..Man, gonna be the photographer!Hwuaha. Oh2, my pic's being featured at the Pixel Lab board!! (((:

Man, stop all those pretentions.. slowly am trying to erase all the memories come 09..

2008-12-04T21:38:00.004+08:00

Apa kata hati?
Benci atau iri?
Argh, aku tidak mahu peduli...
Kerna itu semua hanyalah ilusi..

Kukuhkan iman, teguhkan hati,
Percayalah pada naluri diri
Tetapi janganlah kau salah erti,
Kerna ia akan menyeksa diri

The past days till today have been great, seriously. On Tuesday presented my product for BZC and I totally banged it! What pleased me further was after my OP, some classmates were enquiring me bout my product and others full of praise as I exudes confidence throughout my OP, hee. ((: And that day, played volleyball during S&W! Super duper fun...

Anw, was checking my email and was happy to get a reply from the Pixel Lab reagarding my photos that I've submitted. Here's what is says:
"Well done Hanis! These are really great shots! Especially 4205(Diyanah) and 4162(Adilah-Little Ms Sunshine). Do be more active in pixel lab, your pictures and skills definitely stand chances in competitions!".

Secondly, I'm part of the Pixel Lab camp committee this Dec. But I don't know why they name it as a camp as its a day thingy..More like a farewell party for the Excos and seniors..Oh wells.
(((: Was quite suprised that they chose that pics coz most peeps that commented said that the gal in sephia mode looks nice. Hahs. But wateva it is, I hope that pics get selected and printed and pasted on the Pixel Lab Board for all to see..Hahaha. And oh, TPS CA was such a breeze man..woohoo.. But ahve to study fr BZC next! Dapat tahu that its after Hari Raya Haji -_-'

Damn.. tomorrow's trip to Marina Barrage cancelled seyyh! ):

2008-11-30T22:53:00.010+08:00

Its so sudden gitu. So yeah, its confirmed! Kak Serina adalah Kakak angkatku. Hahaha. Friday: Ain departs for holiday to Jakarta Puncak Bandung. Have fun and hope you and your family come back safely yar. Went out with Kak Serina to EXPO ard 1500hrs as she wants to get her external flash but too bad, they don't sell cam. accesories there. Oh wells. So we ended up getting ourselves a PSP 2 in1 cover instead! And its only fr $9.90 with lots of features. ((: Oh, saw Dinie while boarding 21 home (: Yeah fate! Kalau Sis tk ajak naik that bus, tk jumpe kn..Hahaha. F.y.i. its either I walk home from the interchange or take 358/12... Then at nite go for tahfiz class. Yayy! I think I pleased ustaz yaw =) But alamk, another 3 surahs to semak next week..Gotta revise..Haixz.

Saturday was HAPPENING man! It was a day full of sun, sea, sand and fun. Nyeahs. Theme: "Everyone can be a model @ Sentosa". I'll show u my best models in a while yar. Hahaha. Alright, I did enjoy myself... Ku sempat berendam..huhu..But kinda terkilan gitu coz I wanna take the skyride & lunge coz its only $10! My God.. But sad no one wanna go up with me! Tsktsk. So pada malam harinya pula..(ehks, dh mcm karangan lahh! Hahs) went up to Sis place around 10.05 as she wanted to borrow my abg sedare's tripod & external flash. Oh did I tell u! My cuzz got the complete D70 Nikon DSLR and he underuses it. So yeah..Gd news fr me, he let me use it,hee. And one more thing, Sis ordered Mcdelivery that night and its on her (; So we talk and talk experimented wf our individual cams.. till 11.45! Gosh..Haha

Here's the pics man.. there's way lots of pics but here's the best wch I'll use it for submission to Pixel Lab. Comments is much appreciated.

2008-11-27T18:03:00.004+08:00

First of all, CONGRATS to sis Serina for getting your driving license yesterday! So cool lah this neighbour of mine. Its like she's rapat to me and my family ever since she moved into our block. Haha. Though she's like way older than me, she loves talking to me ((: So yesterday, she asked fr me and my dad's help to guide her as she's still not that confident of driving herself. So yeah. Macam 'test route' gitu..Hee.

"Nis! If ur good tonight, I'll be your chauffeur and bwk u jln2 fr a day. Haha"
"Eh, bro if I not confident, u take over the wheels ah.."

Random.Random. Anw, I was interviewed my RazorTv's Media Crew while waiting for my groupmates at Bishan MRT yesterday. Hahaha. So yes, went Botanic Garden and OMG, it was one hell of a walk. Masuk from Orchard but we ended up exiting the Bukit Timah exit as its the the nearest busstop from the 'Evolution Garden'..! Oh wells. -_-"

And oh, finally I gt my berms for this Saturday's Pixel Lab outing at Sentosa! It'll contribute to a whooping 9 hrs of mine CCA time..But I doubt I'll stay there till night..hahs.

2008-11-23T13:39:00.007+08:00

To my avid readers (cheh,haha) sorry for not updating yeah. Before the new week comes tomorrow, let me type out what I've been up to the couple of days kay. (; And oh, I'll try to make it short,heh.

Tuesday: Went to ITE HQ at Dover for the Shell LiveWIRE Inter-ITE College Enterprise Challenge. Had lots of fun though we didn't win the top 3. Actually, we kinda wrapped up the first session(there were 8 teams) but when the second session commenced (anthr 8), we know that the top 3 position just slipped. Hahs. But it was nice ah as the first & second position was won by College Central Team 3 & 5 respectively (: As usual, my team scored for creativity but lose out on the feasibility part. Oh wells. Not bad for frst year students..The experience gained is most impt. And oh, consolation also gt money lor..so yeah. Sidetracked a bit:

"Erms, are u Chinese or Malay?"
"Oh, my mum's actually Japanese & Chinese while my dad is Malay and German(if im nt wrng..). But I'm a Muslim"
"(((:"

Coolness rite! This kacukan gal..damn pretty..Hehee. And when I asked for her MSN, dengan spontannya dia memberikan kepadaku..Hahaha. Power pe? =)

Thursday: Bah! The Trade Challenge in school..Honestly, my mood was like bleah. Damn. Kalau aku tahu.. Ibrahim and I should have juz continue wf our initial plan of selling our mini-pizzas and hotdogs.. Confirm sell like hotcakes! But we have to settle for Rajiv's idea of an Xbox game booth..Whateva ah..Heck. But at least I got to know two fellow metallheads from my school! Hee. On a random note, there's this guy who approached us and started to ask how do we go about wf the business plan..the operation..yada2. And you know what? He gave us his name card whcih beras, Senior Manager of the NUS Entreprenuership Centre! And he's a former ITE student back then..Hmms..cool or what? A sourse of inspiration, I guess?

Saturday: Kinda annoyed as when my Sats are totally free, no one asks me out. But when satu grp dh tanye on tt particular Sat, the rest pn nk 'book' me during the same day. Hahs. So I actually did go out wf my TPS groupmates..Project nye pasal.. As usual, photographer of the day. Went to places that I frequented b4 and it bores me actually. But psl we need the pics kn.. so kite pergilah ke Esplanade, Merlion. Sg Flyer.. then around 5, left them and meet up wf my Pixel Lab mates at Starbuks PS. The rain started to pour. And alamak..the stairs to Old School at Mount Sophia punyelah tinggi.. So reached there.. Viewed the pictures by CS Ling..It was a beauty..Ni trip pun contributes to my CCA of 3 hrs.. Around 7+ eat at BK. I ordered the Bold BK Double Stacker!!! Woohoo..Then chow.. reached Pasir Ris at 8.40..went to Cik Yaya's daughter's wedding..Malas ah nk explain..But wah the majlis..very the Arab! Foo..

Hmms.. after every event where that particular person is involved in, subsequently I'll see her each time in school. Heran aku..Hahaha. If not, I didn't even know that she's a fellow schoolmate! I saw ____ 4 times man on Friday! Shrooms, u shld know who.. The cute gal but muka slalu like stress.(yr 2).hahs.

K dah done. Fooba.

2008-11-17T14:56:00.004+08:00

Life is full of ups & downs..heh. One moment you're feeling so great and gay and suddenly shit happens or someone for that matter,and it leaves you feeling frustrated and pissed to the core... [Bactrackking in progress.. Thurs-Today]

Thursday: Reached school for TPS lesson which supposedly starts at 10 but only to find out that its been cancelled! Urgh. Wee Kiat told me that Mr Chua had inform the class the week before..hmms. Got meh? Oh, izzit just me who missed the announcement? Grr. I should have continue with my sleep man.. Damn. It was raining.. So left me, Ibrahim and Hui Ya. Yes, Hui Ya. The girl in which everyone in class tries to avoid. Mean kn? Haha. But she's not that bad lah.. Respect her lah peeps..she's 25 for godsake.Talked to her bout studies..family..religion..Tell you what. I was like a reporter then. She told me that she's just been a Christian for 2 years..yada2. I asked back, what type of Christian are u? Protestant, Catholic, Jehovah Witnessess etc. She was dumbfounded! Lol. Finally she managed to tell that she's a Prebestarian. Questions like, "Have u achieved smth aftr becomin' a Christian and stuffs.." were being asked by me. Hee. Bukan ape..If I manage to pull someone into Islam kn cool (: And btw readers, peeps refrain frm getting too nice to her coz she's like a stalkerr. She'll follow u everywhere u go as she doesn't want to be alone. And she keeps hearing voices! Then close to 10, KiddoBeylo arrived to celebrate Dila's b'dae. Aku pun joinlah celebration tu..
Alrght it was all cool then. Later at ard 2+, had discussions bout the Trade Fair wf Rajiv and the rest. We ended up quarelling. I was freaking pissed as the progress that I did alone was not appreciated and he keeps insiting on doing what he proposed. Nobody's the boss of me man..What made me mad was his attitude of storming off just like that. And all Shameer can say to me ws,"He have his probs..". The rest pulak, diam seribu bahasa. Wah, I know lah he got his probs, but wat bout mine?

Friday: First period. Didn't talk to him until he decided to tegur me.. Was still mad then. Then before entering class for BZC, we decided to talk things out. Yeah, I admit I was being sarcastic to him..and he too cleared the air..blah2..and its settled then. Phew. Prayed at Muttaqin(AMK) fro Friday prayers. Then after solat, thare's this guy by the name of Abdul Aziz(Not u my fren..haha) tegured me. Ah ni standard ah;tabligh. We talked and I listened to what he have to say.. its nice. Salam ukhwah.. But during some parts of the convo I was like kinda bored coz this peeps(tablighs, f.y.i. theyr'e the guys wf beards..wearing loose jubahs..cn see them at the msqe) keep mentioning the same thing. And b4 I stepped of the msque, I stiil rmb he said, "Kite bersyukur dpt smyng..blh masuk syurga..org2 kt luar tu..Syurga tu besar tau. Bukan Hanis sorang je nk masuk..etc." And at this point of time, I was like at te back of my mind," Alamak aku tahulah..If only he knows that I'm a student who's taking a Diploma in Islamic Studies..". Heh. Bukan nk riak but mcm my ustz kate, dngrkan je ape diorang nk ckp..bt if they deviate or tak relevant, tt is when kamu kenekan diorang balik,hahs. Went back to school fr the Shell LiveWire rehearsal. End late seyyh.. But I'm happy as I learned lots from diff individuals. Leonard, my team-member, a project design student who lost his girlfren the same year his mum died.. Firdaus, 23 yr old, ITE Tamp who's taking Higher Nitec in Mechanical Engineering. His life's journey.. Foo. After sec. sch went to ITE Balestier first to take up Nitec in Mechatronics aftr wch he managed to gt to SP bt tts only after a year. He couldn't cope wf the stress..distance..so he pulled out and entered NS. Upon completing NS, realised that Nitec cert coulnd'nt gt him anywhere. Now, he's in ITE Tamp;final year...

Saturday: Went to CDC at Ubi to book my prac.slots for Jan. Gosh..ibu's money of $200 could only cover 3 lessons..So I decided to top-up my CDC accnt and managed to book 1 mre slot. Will resume driving on the 5,7,14 and 19 Jan man..Jealous sia evertime I see peeps driving. Rawr. Then reached home, laze around playing PSP for 3 hrs? Hahaha. And oh, watched 'Cintaku Forever' on TV1! ((:

Sunday: Finally got a taste of being a real kendarat. Thanks Nani. Earned only $35 cz frst time.. Gerek kerje but kaki crammed giluur. And my left leg stiil hurts! Gah. And oh, sure thing aku buat kwn baru! Haha. After I changed to my tee after work, "Cheh, Lamb of God seyhh..". Haha. Yeah, I was wearing the Lamb of God shirt Gen bought me. And its cool lah when another person knw bout music,hee. That guy Hakim was quite suuprised after getting an answer frm me that I don't play any musical instrument.."Sayang eyh kau tk main instrument..Aku main drum..Frst time aku dgnr org dngr metal tpi tk main instrument..". Hahaha.

Monday: Yaay.. I knw tt gal name nw and her age from Nani! hwuaha. But suprised seyyh to know she's only 14..Sweet but the studs spoils it man..Bah. Mr Erick let us off early again like super cool or what? Supposed class ends at 12 but looking out the windows and the darkening skies.."Ok, I think u guys can go off now b4 it start to pour..". So yeah. We left the clss at 11.15 TPS rocks,hee. Entrepenuer students are boring..Blueks. K, tts it for today. Crunch time tmr man..have to be at ITE HQ (Dover) at 8! While the OP wld only strt at 2.. Jia You.. $800..$200 each if we win.. Bout Trade Fair, idk wts the call man..and its Thurs..

2008-11-12T22:55:00.006+08:00

Whoopies! I feel highly accomplished today (((:

I passed my FTT yaw. YES ahh... (Dancing to Madagascar song) Haha. In all honesty, I was anxious like hell. Was prepared to see the word "Failed" too but yeah, alhamdulillah, I passed. Hahaha.
Managed to get the supplier for the Trade Fair Challenge alone. Hee.
Met Syafiq & Siti (MJ) in bus 358. Its nice getting to talk to him! One of my best pal..Oh, when I asked bout Hariz,(for those who knws him lah..), both of them replied, "Huh? Hariz..". Haha. As expected. And guess what, Siti told me that Hariz no longer talks to her.. wow! Hahs.
'Concede defeat' in trying to keep my hair long. Dengan rela hatiku, ayah telah menggunting rambut ikalku..huhu. (Tkpelah, gugurkan dosa2 kecil ku ini..hahs)
Oh, had pizzas for dinner! Yaay :-D

Anw, read on. I found out this meaningful post..Renung-renungkanlah:

When things are down and you are out of your mind...
Remember just remember, ALLAH is The Kind.

When your life is in darkness and nothing is right...
Remember just remember, through the darkness ALLAH is The Light.

When nothing makes sense and your heading for demise...
Remember just remember, ALLAH is The Wise.

When times are troubled and no one seems to care...
Remember just remember, ALLAH won`t hurt you, HE is The Fair.

When your heart is breaking and your pain makes you fall...
Remember just remember, ALLAH Sees it all.

When you are weak and the road seems long...
Remember just remember, seek strength from ALLAH The Strong.

When life is a burden and everything is unstable...
Remember just remember, ALLAH is The Able.

When the way is cloudy and there is no one by your side...
Remember just remember, ALLAH is The Only Guide.

When no one wants to listen or is willing to lend an ear...
Remember just remember, ALLAH is always ready to Hear.

When you are poor and penniless and you are stuck in a niche...
Remember just remember, ALLAH is The Rich.

When you are down in your misery and there is nowhere to run...
Remember just remember, you can always run to The ONE.

And when your scars are hurting and your heart is in fear...
Remember just remember, ALLAH is really here.

Picture credit : aerosolarabic.com
Poem credit : ukhtina Muslimah77

بارك الله فيكم والله تعالى أعلم بالصواب

2008-11-11T20:37:00.005+08:00

OMG. Suddenly I have a lot of important agenda to be completed this week and I'm really feeling the pressure man! Argh. Cool but challenging.. Hahs. Shameer gave me his role as leader of group 1 for next week's Shell Livewire Competition. Finally, i've been given the opportunity (: But its kinda last min so I had to sacrifice my FTT's E-Trial just now to go for the meeting while he had to interview the principal of College Central at Mcpherson Campus. Kinda happy with the group mates..I've seen their slides.. We even had practice for our OP but personally need lots of improvements. The winning team will get $800. Oh, Hafiz, Sharum is in my team.

Bout the Trade Fair Challenge, frustrations and more frustrations. I got hold of 2 suppliers but the prob is, they don't provide their contact no.! Mr Rajah passed me this business crd of a this particular supplier but after surveying, I don't think their products can sell. Haixz...God, help!!! And, I'm in-charge of it too..bah.

Confirm gonna be damn busy till Friday!!! Please don't kacau my weekends..I wanna enjoy, relax, make $$$..Hahaha

2008-11-10T22:08:00.004+08:00

Firstly, went to En-Naeem on Fri nite for tahfiz (its been year man,hahs) but only to find out that Ustaz wasn't free that nite. -__-'. Luckily I have ustaz's no..but okalah though no tahfiz, gt to meet the new peeps. Cheh aku katekan dh senior lah eyh..Haha. Ehks, a funny incident happened during Qobliya Isyak. This pak cik tengah sujud then suddenly there's a sound.

Ismail- "Ehks, bunye ape ah?"
Me- "Oi, kau blh tanye bunye ape? Bunyi kentut lah!'
Ismail & Me- "Lolololol"

Klakaklaka..Hahs. That pak cik memang terkentut! Haixz kesian..kesian..

Anw, I'm glad that mum brought me a new hairband yesterday though I just found the old one,hahs. Hahaha. So irrelevant, bah! (I just love my hair lah.. when it gets longer, I wear a cekak. Hee)

Okayy..got some serious issues to be talk bout man. Firstly, I really hate those peeps who keeps on monopolising in order to get what they want. Rawr. Serious mofa. Damn man. I'll tell you guys want thing. I'll eventually have the last laugh man...!! You guys are nothing.

Secondly, my head's freaking spinning rite now. There's probs regarding the Trade Fair Challenge wch is on the upcoming 20th! Grrr. To make matters worst, I accidentally hit my head against the running tap while I was in the toilet. Ouch. Man, if me and Ibrahim were to speak our hearts out, there's bound to be prob one. If we talk to ____, si _____ masuk campur. But damn lah. We can' just like follow wateva u said man. In fact, u shld listen to us too! It wrks tt way in a business.. Worst case, I'm thinking of defecting or pull out totally..Coz as I did the calculations wf Ibrahim, dpt balik profit pun tak seberapa..So might as well, we set up our own stall. Perangai Yahudi.. Rabak..

Lastly, I'm totally 'screwed' this semester..Hahs. There's groupwork for every modules and its like 60, 70 % of my IN-Mode. And wats wrst is that I can't get the playas for my team. I gotta seriously work hard fr all the written exams..Not that I don''t have faith in my group members but its my frst time wrkng wf them..I'll c hw it goes.. Wrkng wf 5 Chinese..There's another guy obviously but itupun like lembik2 type..Gosh! I'm being mean here..The Chinese gals plk only sme I c gt the potential of producing smth..The rest..Hmms.. Tk tahu lah eyh..

Bismillahi Tawwakaltu Alallah...

2008-11-07T15:20:00.003+08:00

Alright, here's a coversation wf my true-blue gangsta fren recently that kinda had an impact on me. Hope this convo blh dijadikan sebagai iktibar/pedoman to those mat reps out there...hahs.(btw, my fren's nt a mat rep)

11/2/2008	10:39:59 PM	Nis- Semberang jalan, semberang titi, haixz..aku kene blaja FTT!	() --[ l'Être suprême ]-- () aka --[ Þ ð г й ѕ т д я ]--	hw's u?
11/2/2008	10:40:13 PM	() --[ l'Être suprême ]-- () aka --[ Þ ð г й ѕ т д я ]--	Nis- Semberang jalan, semberang titi, haixz..aku kene blaja FTT!	im fine mate
11/2/2008	10:40:28 PM	() --[ l'Être suprême ]-- () aka --[ Þ ð г й ѕ т д я ]--	Nis- Semberang jalan, semberang titi, haixz..aku kene blaja FTT!	experienced life's ups and downs
11/2/2008	10:40:50 PM	() --[ l'Être suprême ]-- () aka --[ Þ ð г й ѕ т д я ]--	Nis- Semberang jalan, semberang titi, haixz..aku kene blaja FTT!	so im kinda among the "downs"
11/2/2008	10:41:03 PM	() --[ l'Être suprême ]-- () aka --[ Þ ð г й ѕ т д я ]--	Nis- Semberang jalan, semberang titi, haixz..aku kene blaja FTT!	how bout u ma fwen?
11/2/2008	10:41:59 PM	Nis- Semberang jalan, semberang titi, haixz..aku kene blaja FTT!	() --[ l'Être suprême ]-- () aka --[ Þ ð г й ѕ т д я ]--	same here ah.. gt into conflicts n stuffs..
11/2/2008	10:42:15 PM	Nis- Semberang jalan, semberang titi, haixz..aku kene blaja FTT!	() --[ l'Être suprême ]-- () aka --[ Þ ð г й ѕ т д я ]--	can't hlp saying tt life's a bitch at times..hahA..bt yeah..
11/2/2008	10:42:19 PM	Nis- Semberang jalan, semberang titi, haixz..aku kene blaja FTT!	() --[ l'Être suprême ]-- () aka --[ Þ ð г й ѕ т д я ]--	ok2 nw ahh..
11/2/2008	10:42:37 PM	() --[ l'Être suprême ]-- () aka --[ Þ ð г й ѕ т д я ]--	Nis- Semberang jalan, semberang titi, haixz..aku kene blaja FTT!	lol.. aint gonna blame u for sayin' dat homie
11/2/2008	10:42:48 PM	() --[ l'Être suprême ]-- () aka --[ Þ ð г й ѕ т д я ]--	Nis- Semberang jalan, semberang titi, haixz..aku kene blaja FTT!	life's aint a bitch'
11/2/2008	10:42:57 PM	() --[ l'Être suprême ]-- () aka --[ Þ ð г й ѕ т д я ]--	Nis- Semberang jalan, semberang titi, haixz..aku kene blaja FTT!	but its a whole load of shit
11/2/2008	10:43:10 PM	() --[ l'Être suprême ]-- () aka --[ Þ ð г й ѕ т д я ]--	Nis- Semberang jalan, semberang titi, haixz..aku kene blaja FTT!	we juz gotta be strong man]
11/2/2008	10:43:29 PM	() --[ l'Être suprême ]-- () aka --[ Þ ð г й ѕ т д я ]--	Nis- Semberang jalan, semberang titi, haixz..aku kene blaja FTT!	i learned to be hopeful in life since i met u
11/2/2008	10:43:52 PM	() --[ l'Être suprême ]-- () aka --[ Þ ð г й ѕ т д я ]--	Nis- Semberang jalan, semberang titi, haixz..aku kene blaja FTT!	ure de one hu taught me to hold strong and believe in HIM
11/2/2008	10:44:30 PM	() --[ l'Être suprême ]-- () aka --[ Þ ð г й ѕ т д я ]--	Nis- Semberang jalan, semberang titi, haixz..aku kene blaja FTT!	i did and still do even tho' i dwink and stuff ive never forget where HE stands since i met u
11/2/2008	10:49:07 PM	Nis- Semberang jalan, semberang titi, haixz..aku kene blaja FTT!	() --[ l'Être suprême ]-- () aka --[ Þ ð г й ѕ т д я ]--	yeah true..
11/2/2008	10:49:33 PM	Nis- Semberang jalan, semberang titi, haixz..aku kene blaja FTT!	() --[ l'Être suprême ]-- () aka --[ Þ ð г й ѕ т д я ]--	its nice of u to say tt man.. alhamd
11/2/2008	10:50:16 PM	Nis- Semberang jalan, semberang titi, haixz..aku kene blaja FTT!	() --[ l'Être suprême ]-- () aka --[ Þ ð г й ѕ т д я ]--	kau tgk aku gini2 pn.. im nt tt mch of an alim..still gt lots to learn..
11/2/2008	10:50:55 PM	Nis- Semberang jalan, semberang titi, haixz..aku kene blaja FTT!	() --[ l'Être suprême ]-- () aka --[ Þ ð г й ѕ т д я ]--	to think bout it, mmng ah.. when we're dwn the only place we can seek solace is to HIM since HE knw us Best.. (:
11/2/2008	10:52:21 PM	() --[ l'Être suprême ]-- () aka --[ Þ ð г й ѕ т д я ]--	Nis- Semberang jalan, semberang titi, haixz..aku kene blaja FTT!	yea man... even tho' sae that u8 haf alotta to learn, still u brought me back to de right path
11/2/2008	10:52:42 PM	() --[ l'Être suprême ]-- () aka --[ Þ ð г й ѕ т д я ]--	Nis- Semberang jalan, semberang titi, haixz..aku kene blaja FTT!	if u haf lot to learn, i have a thousand lots to learn
11/2/2008	10:53:13 PM	() --[ l'Être suprême ]-- () aka --[ Þ ð г й ѕ т д я ]--	Nis- Semberang jalan, semberang titi, haixz..aku kene blaja FTT!	wadever it is, u act out one of a
11/2/2008	10:53:44 PM	() --[ l'Être suprême ]-- () aka --[ Þ ð г й ѕ т д я ]--	Nis- Semberang jalan, semberang titi, haixz..aku kene blaja FTT!	wadever it is, u act out one of a Rasul's job
11/2/2008	10:54:25 PM	() --[ l'Être suprême ]-- () aka --[ Þ ð г й ѕ т д я ]--	Nis- Semberang jalan, semberang titi, haixz..aku kene blaja FTT!	dat is to bring a person into islam.. even tho' u didnt did a rasul's job exactly...
11/2/2008	10:54:53 PM	() --[ l'Être suprême ]-- () aka --[ Þ ð г й ѕ т д я ]--	Nis- Semberang jalan, semberang titi, haixz..aku kene blaja FTT!	still u prevented a friend from going too far away from his religion
11/2/2008	10:55:49 PM	() --[ l'Être suprême ]-- () aka --[ Þ ð г й ѕ т д я ]--	Nis- Semberang jalan, semberang titi, haixz..aku kene blaja FTT!	truthfully speaking, im prepared to offer my Pahala's to u if u nid them to bring urself to Syurga
11/2/2008	10:55:52 PM	() --[ l'Être suprême ]-- () aka --[ Þ ð г й ѕ т д я ]--	Nis- Semberang jalan, semberang titi, haixz..aku kene blaja FTT!	:)
11/2/2008	10:56:54 PM	() --[ l'Être suprême ]-- () aka --[ Þ ð г й ѕ т д я ]--	Nis- Semberang jalan, semberang titi, haixz..aku kene blaja FTT!	u're a gud man
11/2/2008	10:58:45 PM	Nis- Semberang jalan, semberang titi, haixz..aku kene blaja FTT!	() --[ l'Être suprême ]-- () aka --[ Þ ð г й ѕ т д я ]--	amin..



11/2/2008	11:00:08 PM	() --[ l'Être suprême ]-- () aka --[ Þ ð г й ѕ т д я ]--	Nis- Semberang jalan, semberang titi, haixz..aku kene blaja FTT!	btw, nis, haf u drank alcohol lately
11/2/2008	11:00:11 PM	() --[ l'Être suprême ]-- () aka --[ Þ ð г й ѕ т д я ]--	Nis- Semberang jalan, semberang titi, haixz..aku kene blaja FTT!	?
11/2/2008	11:00:59 PM	Nis- Semberang jalan, semberang titi, haixz..aku kene blaja FTT!	() --[ l'Être suprême ]-- () aka --[ Þ ð г й ѕ т д я ]--	no.. bt to tll u d truth, i gt an urge once b4 when i ws in p5 and tu mlm plk lst nite of terawih..hahs
11/2/2008	11:01:13 PM	Nis- Semberang jalan, semberang titi, haixz..aku kene blaja FTT!	() --[ l'Être suprême ]-- () aka --[ Þ ð г й ѕ т д я ]--	pld times.. i didn't go..fllw my neighbour..
11/2/2008	11:01:15 PM	Nis- Semberang jalan, semberang titi, haixz..aku kene blaja FTT!	() --[ l'Être suprême ]-- () aka --[ Þ ð г й ѕ т д я ]--	hmms why?
11/2/2008	11:03:22 PM	() --[ l'Être suprême ]-- () aka --[ Þ ð г й ѕ т д я ]--	Nis- Semberang jalan, semberang titi, haixz..aku kene blaja FTT!	nah, im sumone hu've xperience all dis kinda shits,.. i dwank, i took ice, ecstacy, marijuana, u name it man
11/2/2008	11:03:31 PM	() --[ l'Être suprême ]-- () aka --[ Þ ð г й ѕ т д я ]--	Nis- Semberang jalan, semberang titi, haixz..aku kene blaja FTT!	juz name em'
11/2/2008	11:03:43 PM	() --[ l'Être suprême ]-- () aka --[ Þ ð г й ѕ т д я ]--	Nis- Semberang jalan, semberang titi, haixz..aku kene blaja FTT!	and guess wad i found out?
11/2/2008	11:04:46 PM	() --[ l'Être suprême ]-- () aka --[ Þ ð г й ѕ т д я ]--	Nis- Semberang jalan, semberang titi, haixz..aku kene blaja FTT!	all of them destroys u bad
11/2/2008	11:05:02 PM	() --[ l'Être suprême ]-- () aka --[ Þ ð г й ѕ т д я ]--	Nis- Semberang jalan, semberang titi, haixz..aku kene blaja FTT!	i ama drug addict
11/2/2008	11:05:05 PM	() --[ l'Être suprême ]-- () aka --[ Þ ð г й ѕ т д я ]--	Nis- Semberang jalan, semberang titi, haixz..aku kene blaja FTT!	i admit it
11/2/2008	11:05:25 PM	() --[ l'Être suprême ]-- () aka --[ Þ ð г й ѕ т д я ]--	Nis- Semberang jalan, semberang titi, haixz..aku kene blaja FTT!	but im gonna stop man
11/2/2008	11:06:31 PM	() --[ l'Être suprême ]-- () aka --[ Þ ð г й ѕ т д я ]--	Nis- Semberang jalan, semberang titi, haixz..aku kene blaja FTT!	its de truth wen dey sae in books that, "drugs don't only destroysyou,but also your family and friends
11/2/2008	11:06:34 PM	() --[ l'Être suprême ]-- () aka --[ Þ ð г й ѕ т д я ]--	Nis- Semberang jalan, semberang titi, haixz..aku kene blaja FTT!	"
11/2/2008	11:11:39 PM	Nis- Semberang jalan, semberang titi, haixz..aku kene blaja FTT!	() --[ l'Être suprême ]-- () aka --[ Þ ð г й ѕ т д я ]--	okayy.. cz setahu aku dulu u jz push drugs man.. idk tt u ended up taking it.. bt i hope ur realtionship wf ur familia baik2 je kn?
11/2/2008	11:17:16 PM	() --[ l'Être suprême ]-- () aka --[ Þ ð г й ѕ т д я ]--	Nis- Semberang jalan, semberang titi, haixz..aku kene blaja FTT!	alhamdullilah dat since i tried to change, everitink's ok b ut im on the verge of living a few yrs of my life in prison one dae..but hanis, i wan u to noe dat i dun mind living up to even a hundred years in prison juz to show how thankful i am to HIM for making me realise how important HEnd the Al-Qur'an is to me..
11/2/2008	11:17:23 PM	() --[ l'Être suprême ]-- () aka --[ Þ ð г й ѕ т д я ]--	Nis- Semberang jalan, semberang titi, haixz..aku kene blaja FTT!	i learnt it all de hard way
11/2/2008	11:17:38 PM	() --[ l'Être suprême ]-- () aka --[ Þ ð г й ѕ т д я ]--	Nis- Semberang jalan, semberang titi, haixz..aku kene blaja FTT!	juz wan it to be easier for my friends or foes out there
11/2/2008	11:18:04 PM	() --[ l'Être suprême ]-- () aka --[ Þ ð г й ѕ т д я ]--	Nis- Semberang jalan, semberang titi, haixz..aku kene blaja FTT!	so they dun hafta learn de hard way, juz lke i did
11/2/2008	11:20:41 PM	Nis- Semberang jalan, semberang titi, haixz..aku kene blaja FTT!	() --[ l'Être suprême ]-- () aka --[ Þ ð г й ѕ т д я ]--	icic.. gd to hear (;
11/2/2008	11:20:47 PM	Nis- Semberang jalan, semberang titi, haixz..aku kene blaja FTT!	() --[ l'Être suprême ]-- () aka --[ Þ ð г й ѕ т д я ]--	change fr the bttr..
11/2/2008	11:23:11 PM	Nis- Semberang jalan, semberang titi, haixz..aku kene blaja FTT!	() --[ l'Être suprême ]-- () aka --[ Þ ð г й ѕ т д я ]--	if u need me in any ways, i'll try to hlp in a small or big way..
11/2/2008	11:29:50 PM	() --[ l'Être suprême ]-- () aka --[ Þ ð г й ѕ т д я ]--	Nis- Semberang jalan, semberang titi, haixz..aku kene blaja FTT!	tanx mate
11/2/2008	11:30:01 PM	() --[ l'Être suprême ]-- () aka --[ Þ ð г й ѕ т д я ]--	Nis- Semberang jalan, semberang titi, haixz..aku kene blaja FTT!	i'll alwaes nid u in terms of agame
11/2/2008	11:30:05 PM	() --[ l'Être suprême ]-- () aka --[ Þ ð г й ѕ т д я ]--	Nis- Semberang jalan, semberang titi, haixz..aku kene blaja FTT!	agama*
11/2/2008	11:30:19 PM	() --[ l'Être suprême ]-- () aka --[ Þ ð г й ѕ т д я ]--	Nis- Semberang jalan, semberang titi, haixz..aku kene blaja FTT!	insya'allah u can help in stuffs that i don'tknow
11/2/2008	11:31:21 PM	Nis- Semberang jalan, semberang titi, haixz..aku kene blaja FTT!	() --[ l'Être suprême ]-- () aka --[ Þ ð г й ѕ т д я ]--	yeah as long as we regard each othr as frens.. we'll hlp each othr yar

11/2/2008	11:32:09 PM	() --[ l'Être suprême ]-- () aka --[ Þ ð г й ѕ т д я ]--	Nis- Semberang jalan, semberang titi, haixz..aku kene blaja FTT!	aite

11/2/2008	11:32:34 PM	() --[ l'Être suprême ]-- () aka --[ Þ ð г й ѕ т д я ]--	Nis- Semberang jalan, semberang titi, haixz..aku kene blaja FTT!	:D

11/2/2008	11:40:29 PM	Nis- Semberang jalan, semberang titi, haixz..aku kene blaja FTT!	() --[ l'Être suprême ]-- () aka --[ Þ ð г й ѕ т д я ]--	anw, bro gtg ah..
11/2/2008	11:40:33 PM	Nis- Semberang jalan, semberang titi, haixz..aku kene blaja FTT!	() --[ l'Être suprême ]-- () aka --[ Þ ð г й ѕ т д я ]--	tmr sch! Haha
11/2/2008	11:40:39 PM	Nis- Semberang jalan, semberang titi, haixz..aku kene blaja FTT!	() --[ l'Être suprême ]-- () aka --[ Þ ð г й ѕ т д я ]--	tc, peace out
11/2/2008	11:40:41 PM	Nis- Semberang jalan, semberang titi, haixz..aku kene blaja FTT!	() --[ l'Être suprême ]-- () aka --[ Þ ð г й ѕ т д я ]--	bye

11/2/2008	11:40:51 PM	Nis- Semberang jalan, semberang titi, haixz..aku kene blaja FTT!	() --[ l'Être suprême ]-- () aka --[ Þ ð г й ѕ т д я ]--	salam
11/2/2008	11:40:54 PM	() --[ l'Être suprême ]-- () aka --[ Þ ð г й ѕ т д я ]--	Nis- Semberang jalan, semberang titi, haixz..aku kene blaja FTT!	kk
11/2/2008	11:41:06 PM	() --[ l'Être suprême ]-- () aka --[ Þ ð г й ѕ т д я ]--	Nis- Semberang jalan, semberang titi, haixz..aku kene blaja FTT!	wa'alaikumsalam

2008-11-02T20:59:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was super duper cool lah! Thanks Fee for inviting me to go to Mediacorp for the 'Don't Forget The Lyrics' show. Hee. U peeps are so gonna see me on tv! Hahaha. I had lots of fun man..the clapping..the grooves to the song(oh anw, we won't allowed to sing along though as mch as we wnt to, the singers will be disqualified if we do so,hahs). Took 93 to Eunos and arrived there at close to midnite bt too bad no more train service. Nyeahs. Luckily the last bus fr 21 is at 0037. Board 21 at exactly midnite and gosh, the whole bus reeked of alcohol! EEeeee.

Just now during DPIC class was fun too! We had a makan-makan session(more like post Syawal thingy or should I say farewell party fr ustaz). There's lots of food..Pasta.3 types of pizzas..(i only tried 2 types though,haha) etc. Though all the fun, I'm so gonna miss Ustaz Lukmannul Hakeem man ): He's leaving on Wednesday fr the Haj period and will only be back next year. Hope everything goes on smoothly so that he'll be able to come back and teach us again! This ustaz of mine is cool yaw. After his studies at Jordan, he went to UK. Stayed at Leeds fr 6 mnths and did all kinds of work. Seriously, he can be damn rich if he were to stay there. While he was there, he lived in a semi-D hse and owns a BMW! whow. Only after returning from UK then he signed up wf MUIS...

~~I'm literally losing my spirituality.. ):~~ Urgh. I wnt part of the old me back. Part of the new me scary ah.Hahs.
Qouted : "Yeah, I agree wf u..Ur new 'u' a little bit scary..

2008-11-01T00:00:00.006+08:00

Happy and frustrated. Bah! Well, I'm finally done with my Class 3A module one prac.. Drove to Tampines just now..Whee. But guess I'll have to wait till Jan to resume my module 2! Urgh. Coz all the slots are fully-booked..duh. Have to wait on the 14th Nov to secure places for Jan!! Damn lah.. I'll miss driving for 2 months )):

Anyway, its so freaking frustrating when again, u gt bypassed for something that u feel u truly deserves..Grr. Its sooooo not fair that those bastards got nominated and will be going for their interview for the Hainan trip! Seriously, I hope they don't pass thru the interview,hahs. Their attendance sucks and definitely my GPA is waaaay better than them! Pfft. But in the end, they're the ones who got nominated. Padahal, I'm the frst one u askd wthtr I wanted to go and when I said yes, u put down my name. Next day, u came up to me and told that I wasn't nominated. Like whaaat?!! I'm actually not that pissed bcz I can't gt to go..(This trip u'll hv to fork out $500 of ur own $$ anws..sch will only pay $200..) but because of the very fact that undeserved peeps gt to go and I don't. Rawr.

Life's A Bitch... (sometimes..haha)

Ehks brothers, next outing on Dec! Wanna bring u guys to 2 unconventional mosques in Singapore. The Ahmidiyyah & Shiah mosque amacm? Haha. But Sai's afraid though..takut akidah lari..-_-'..We settle for McRitchie then?

And oh, Atreyu's gig is cancelled! ): Here's my fav song by them anws..

2008-10-28T11:31:00.006+08:00

Yesterday's outing with the brothers was a blast! Its been awhile since we had that much fun together. Conquered The Southern Ridges man.. A total of 9 km, hee. We camwhored like nobody's business with all the lame poses and funny jokes. Hwhuaha. And oh, we braved the rain man..Super funny lah..AFBA wf his poncho..Luckily Sai & me brought along our umbrellas! I shall not post the pics here though as its strictly private and confidential..Haha. Macam fhm..The vids and most of the pics are wf AFBA anw..boo. Am just respecting my brothers' request...Lepak at Vivo's rooftop after the hike and occupied our time at Timezone before proceeding to the Daeng Temenggong Mosque(If i'm nt wrng) fr our asar & magrib. Dinner then lepak again..wahh. Luckily today S&W cancelld..I'm shagged and sleepy now. Bah.

Gg fr my second last prac tonite..Will be meeting Roger(one of my instructors) this time round..Hope he's good..hahs.

Alright, the 2 previous posts below is oh so tak perlu..

Yes, I erred. But u can't blame me for embroiling u guys in the misunderstandings. To err is only human. Buah mangga buah nangka, ku sudah salah sangka...Its not jealously or anything, seriously. Anw, he called last sunday and I make it clear to him that between us, there's no serious issues. We're cool..The episode is behind me. And oh, why do u keep persisting that I'm still mad at u? Trust me, its settled. And neither did I mention tt the frenship's over..I would like everything to return back to normal too..

Some things are just so difficult to explain... I don't know which devil have played a part in this.(ok, this may sound nonsensical...but yeah). Maybe its the result of me leaving mine nawafils and stuffs. I'm just trying to be a moderate and good Muslim.. improving on hablum-minaAllah..and mine hablum-minanNas...These things happen...

2008-10-25T14:18:00.005+08:00

Yesterday's prac was great. Mr Tan was way better than Walter(my othr instructor). I mastered his techniques/skills within min,hee. Understanding have become much easier with his teaching. He had confidence in me and it feels good. Totally. And time felt so fast while ur enjoying yourself. While I'm driving, we talked bout soccer and he told me bout this one lady who's driving was so fcuked up but eventually, he managed to train her. Haha.

Just one week and already lots of things have happened. Crazy world..

Anw, I feel much lighter now. I'm not gonna give in to ppl needs no more. Not gonna waste my time on unappreciative peeps who's jz draining my energy... Well, he said he wld cll me at ard 8 plus lst thursday to talk things out bt he didn't. I waited till 8.30 bt there's no call. If he's really a man of his word, he wld cll me on my hp(i ws using the hme's phone). So yesterday, he did call but too bad I wasn't at home. I'll see whether he'll call tonight.

I'm still thinking whether to give him a second chance. We have been thru this shits(and tts on a diff. sbj matter alltogether) wch I shan't mention it. Looking back, I've been the one who salvaged our frenship the last time rnd. I've put up wf ur big ego..loud personality.. And u nvr seem to change, do u? Sameold.sameold.

Why must these shits happen? Guess its already written.. I'm sure none of us want this to happen..Oh, I'm not that mean..After reading ur latest blog post, I'll give an invite to u. But whatever u read, let it be here. If u decided to tell him, then its up to u...

2008-10-21T22:48:00.009+08:00

REPOST

Sorry invited readers for that short Italian moments. I'll post in English now so u guys can understand yar. So well as u can see here, I've privatized my blog due to certain reasons. Heh. And mind you, I've only like invited a few peeps which I guess I could trust. (I left one of my sahabats out.. :/)

I'll skip bout my weekends..There's been great and bad moments too. Alright, straight to the point. I'm like so out of sorts with my emotions rite now. Fcuked. Yeah, I'm angry. Pissed. I should have played my cards rite man.. It angers me as ____ just starting to know ____ and have already making all those andainans. Take a hike, dude! If I should have known, I would not introduce you to her. I mean its damn sucky to have this feeling rite now as I know that I don't really have the right to 'prevent' u peeps frm becoming frens. I mean its okayy wf me, really. And its stupid if we 'fought' over a gal..Coz why? U pissed me off with ur words.. Damn.Damn.Damn. I don't know what exactly u told her but FCUKED u! I feel so betrayed. And I'm like beset by doubt. Urgh.

Its so totally not me rite now. I got easily frustrated..etc.Pfft. 2 of my sahabats said I've changed. Hmms. Well, maybe? Urgh. Its a dog-eat-dog world out there. Yeah.. sometimes you have to be ruthless, or be a snob maybe? But intellectual snob not bad tau! Its a compliment not an insult(tts wt Mr Yeo said) Hahs.
AArgh.

And I'm thankful that my religion have kept me strong all these while.. While I'm down..Allah provided me with something to at least smile about. Got a business opportunity from Aunt Cindy while helping her out as part of my Entrepreneurship Club training yesterday...

Sorry guys for reading my oh so emo post. I need to rant it out somewhere kn?

Destinasi Cinta - Mestica

Menyingkap tirai hati
Mengintai keampunan
Di halaman subur rahmat-Mu, Tuhan
Tiap jejak nan bertapak
Debu kejahilan
Akan ku jirus dengan madu keimanan

Tak ternilai airmata dengan permata
Yang bisa memadamkan api neraka
Andai benar mengalir dari nasuha nurani
Tak kan berpaling pada palsu duniawi

Destinasi cinta yang ku cari
Sebenarnya terlalu hampir
Hanya kabur kerana dosa di dalam hati
Telah ku redah daerah cinta
Yang lahir dari wadah yang alpa
Tiada tenang ku temui
Hanya kecewa menyelubungi

C/O
Ku gelintar segenap maya
Dambakan sebutir hakikat
Untuk ku semai menjadi sepohon makrifat
Moga dapat ku berteduh di rendang kasih-Mu

Namun ranjaunya tidak akan sunyi
Selagi denyut nadi belum berhenti
Durjana syaitan kan cuba menodai
Segumpal darah bernama hati
(Destinasi cinta Ilahi)

Lestarikan wadi kalbuku, oh Tuhanku
Leraikan aku dari pautan nafsu
Biarpun sukar bagiku melamar redha-Mu
Namun masihku mengharap ampunan-Mu
Wahai Tuhanku… Ya Allah…

2008-10-16T22:53:00.005+08:00

DID I TELL U GUYS! I PASSED MY BTT LAST TUESDAY (((: HWUAHAA.

Then on Wednesday after school, me, Shameer & Wee Kiong joined the Jakuns to celebrate Nani's birthday at PizzaHut. All were fine but the service there like fcuk. Man, now's there's a lot of China gals and pinoys working there.Hahs. Anws, went to Comfort Driving Centre straight after that to apply for my PDL. Yeah baby.. got hold of it already. And that means u guys will see me driving on the road anytime soon! Hehe. But wa piang eyh.. I had to fork out my $$ again! Wah in Singapore what can u expect? Money,money & more money. Bah! FTT's next then TP. Hope no glitches man thoughout all my pract. Wanna get my Licence faaast (;

Man..the majority of my fcuks' clan or jackass/slackers wtchaeva u cll it, take Entrepeneurship as an elective. Only me and Ibrahim opt for Tourism Product &Services! And that Ibrahim bttr nt skip sch often or else I'm gonna be bored. Mat rep..hahs. raawr. But I don't mind being alone lah. I'm not the type of guy who puts on a facade just so u can mingle and talk and be merry, wateva shit. Its part of being the indie in me, I guess.(Oh, don't gt the wrng impression. I'm not anti-social, tts fr sure,heh). And sure shit I noticed tt I have not talk to quite a few peeps this semester. Bah!

Oh, oh please work on ur EQ. No point having a high IQ but ur EQ's low. Its darn more important in life yar.

This Saturday..Raya outing wf fellow AFYs' & sme sec. members...

"NEVER ALLOW SOMEONE TO BE YOUR PRORITY,
WHILE ALLOWING YOURSELF TO BE THEIR OPTION"

Oh, hw true indeed..and its purely coincidental..

Is it a Good thing or a Bad thing?

2008-10-13T15:04:00.003+08:00

The start of the new semester and its time-table like wth.pfft. Nonsense giluur. Its like a waste of time coming to school on Monday. Though no more Monday blues, I guess, its seriously crap. School ends at 10! Tuesday, lssns end at 11 but have to come back for S&W at 1330. And Fri there's lessons after Friday prayers. Shitlah. I hate going back for lessons after Friday prayers. Come on man..Rawr. The only happy thing bout the time-table is on Wednesday and Thursday. School ends at 12 for the former while the latter, lessons start at 12. Bah.

Enough bout the stupid time-table.
BTT tomorrow...

Oh, this one's even better. My favourite ((:

He's coming on the 27th October! Yes ahhh, hee.

2008-10-11T14:27:00.004+08:00

Thursday: Watched Big Stan. It was Awesome. ~~Fucking~~ cool shit. Rob Scheinder's the best man! Lol. Oh, I can't understand why it's M18(Iv turned 18 a lng time ago btw,hahaha). Poor kiddos who can't watch it due to the stupid rating. Like seriously, come on, it doesn't deserve the M18 rating. Duh, the world is so open now. Gals getting pregnant at what 16 or even younger? And all those shits that youths been doing doing/seeing. Hahs. A couple of bared ass-ess and a dildo make it an M18 eyh? Huhu.

Went to the neighbors house that night. And oh my, my neighbour who lives on the 3rd floor is oh so sporting/enthu. Haha. She's a primary school teacher and a single mum.

She: " Eh, u gt facebook?"
Me: "Erms, no. I don't use social-networking sites cz its superficial"
She: "Alahh..why? Jz add & make frens.."
Me: "But I got MSN & a blog.."
She: "Oh wokayys.. add me2. Haha"
(Ugly Betty's playing on Chn5)
She: "U follow the shw?"
Me: " Yeah.."
She: "Me too! Wilhelmina jahat kn?"
Me: "Ahaha. yup2. She's having an affair wf hr bodyguard!"

Yadada. Haha. Though we managed 3 houses, I'm contented. This yr's its been 3 houses, 3 houses, but I gt alot. Hee ((:

Friday: My home' of 11 years came back!!! Hahaha. FINALLY I GET TO MEET U DUDE!!(Thank u Aziz. If I hadn't meet u at Singpost, I wouldn't gt to meet Hakeem again). Same old same old. I mean ur face. except the height, duh. Ur tall..And oh my, u freaking gate-crasher. I can't believe u did all those. Gatecrashing into Muse,Simple Plan's gig etc and SINGFEST!? Damn u. lol. (Ehks, nxt time i wanna hop alng can? Wanna feel the thrill!! hwuaha)

Peace out \m/

2008-10-08T22:30:00.008+08:00

Good! He's gone.. Gone baby gone..hahs. Ever since he returned from hospital at 2+ in the afternoon just now, he never stopped babbling. Man, that have always been the case. Finding faults with eveyone. Poor nenek. And gosh! Something serious cropped up. Innalallah Ha Maas Sobiriin yar nenek.

Finally peace at last. Nenek and atuk have gone back to Long's house. I don't mind if nenek continues to stay here. All the necessary stuffs are well taken care off. If at Long's house.. Be thankful that ur given another opportunity to live. Orang lain kluar masuk hospital, sakit2, dah pergi dulu.. But hey, ur still breathing! Nak mati, mati ajelah..Menyusahkan orang. I know this may sound harsh & sinful (Astaghfirullah..) but heck, if his attitute at that age won't change, then I'll simply say that its better for him to leave. Actually, he's afraid of dying. What's there to be afraid of?!

Oh I would not shed a tear if ur gone man.. The only thing I'll do is to recite Al-Fatiha..That's it.

Anw, was listening to Warna's Suara Kasih conducted by Zan Sufyan yesterday night and I really find the topic meaningful. Its mauduk was, " Saling bermaafan, Di mana letak keikhlasannya". Smth like that. I mean yar, to think about it, some peeps may put on a show with all the hugging & kissing..the tears.. But deep inside their hearts, we don't really know whether they have shed their hatred etc. And if we were to like confess all the bad stuffs to someone, kan boleh jadi gaduh namanye. Hmms. Eg: Eh Man, dulu aku terambik ko ye hp abis aku dh jual ahh.." Tak mengamuk kalau kita dengar ni?. And like if others say to u, "Maaf zahir batin...yada2..". Tk pyhlah nk jwb berjela-jela. A simple, "Sama2" will do. "Maaf zahir batin".. it have become like a trend. If we don't recite it, macam awkward gitu. So where's the keikhlasan? Ia sudah menjadi sekadar lafaz. To be honest, it isn't really necessary. If we're like really sincere, that person can sense it even if u don't mention ur wrongdoing. And now, budak2 pun kalau salam vium tangan kat dahi.. not at the nose or mouth.. Hahs. Ni sekadar all the comments by the diff. callers.

Fikir dan Renung-renungkanlah...

P\s: Kalau ku tk dapat bertemu empat mata to the peeps(which i really wnt to)maafkanlah segala kesilapan aku yg nampak dan tak nampak..

2008-10-07T11:38:00.005+08:00

Well, yesterday was only the second time that I went out for jalan raya! Bah. That's because Long came to fetch nenek to ajak her jalan after zuhur while me, dad and mum had to wait for Maghrib to break our fast before going out. 3 houses again... all in Pasir Ris. Oh wells. Not bad..hahs. Oh, mum fell while sitting down due to this old chair at the last house! Poor mum.

Man.. was chatting with Aizuddin too yesterday and I asked him hw's raya going along."Awesome" was the reply. Hmms, good for him. Got relatives who's sporting, got lots of jokers(his dad's side)Unlike me. I'm not close to my dad side. Jumpe setahun sekali. While mum side pulak all adik sedaras hahs. What trickles me was, "If ur bored till u rot msg me we cn ctch a movie or wad.Must spend ur last week wisely". Haha, i'll try not to rot. Hurrhurr.

I kinda miss my bunch of jackass clique. Was looking at the couple of stupid vids we made from my hp and yeah, I wanna get back to school!! Its so boring when the holidays are way too long. ):This Thrs, Fri & Sat they're gonna have a chalet at ARANDA Country Club..Hmms.. don't knw whthr I'll go. Tapi dh dekat ni..Tk pegi mcm rugi plk..Maybe I'll jz pay a shrt visit?

And oh somebody, plzzz if u have any job openings, do inform me yar. Most preferred will be jobs on the East side(: Airport will be good..

Anw, here's our second pair of baju raya (:

2008-10-04T17:20:00.007+08:00

Yesterday went for my first Class 3A driving practical and Alhamdulillah it went well (: But I have to say that I need to learn to tap lightly on the brake and accelerator pedal as Walter(my instructor) kept telling me that I stepped on it too hard. Hahs.

"Aiks, where got too fast?"( Was driving in the circuit)

Haha. Cm'on man. F.y.i, I was driving at 20 Km/h and tts considered fast?! Oh wells. Just completed another 3 Chapters of my E-learning for my upcoming BTT on the 14th(60% now). And man I'm good! Haha. Gt 2 Chapters all the anwers right while doing the self-assesment at the end of it and maximum mistakes thruought was only like 3. Hee. But nevertheless. Pray for me yar peeps (; I don't wanna fail!(touch wood.heh)

~~why must it be complicated?~~
~~hate this situation~~
~~cut to mirror ur intentions..~~

P/s: Some tags I've replied back at each of your own tagboards yar peeps (:

2008-10-02T13:53:00.008+08:00

Erms, ape yg aku nk blog kt sini eh? Haha. Alright, Alhamdulillah kita dapat menyempurnakan ibadah Ramadhan dengan sempurna dan dapat menyambut Hari Kemenagan yakni Syawal 1429H (:
Tanpa membuang masa, baik ana di sini mula meniap apa yg mampu lah, hoho.

Selepas melakukan Solat EidlFitri di En-Naeem, ku berpeluang besalaman dengan Syeikhul Fahmi, ustazku, dan berasa lega dapat meminta maaf(cz honestly i feel so guilty and malu terhadapnya) dan menyatakan hasrat untuk menyambung balik selepas Raya. InsyaAllah.. (jgn tk jadilah...). Back at home (aik, dh balik bahasa Inggeris plk? hee) the usual, makan dulu.. (lapar beb) then I actually sleep back okaay. Hahs. Penat sesangat. Bangun kul 11..siap2..bermaaf-maafan and left the house at 2.30 (wch is quite late okayy) All because of Cik Pah as we have to wait for hrh to come visit nenek & atuk here b4 leaving the hse.(mcm pass baton gitu).

Reach Bik Ida's hse to visit Nyayi. Wak Adam was already there wf Wak Suliah & Kak Sutra. Haixz funny thing was I don''t really like get into conversations wf them but thankfully, Bro Chaled came later and me and my dad had great fun talking to him. It was fun talking to this German abang-sedara of mine. So cool ((: Even before Raya, I had met him on several ocassions for talks and he knows and remembers my name! so touched. Hahaha.

Actually, after we left Bik Idah's hse dad dh plan nk balik. -_-" Penat semacam ah..seriously.. And the mood to jalan2 tk dirasakan sangat tahun ini. But eventually, we went to 2 more houses. At one of the houses, while they were talking bout org dh tua2 ni skrng bynk dh sakit2, masuk hospital and stuffs..Tibe2 je berbual psl JBJ's detah. And that led to the topic of LKY. ( Cannot post it here. Kena tangkap aku nanti.lol)

Reached home Maghrib. lalala. Tidur lagi aku ni..Kepala PENING.. then woke at 10 to see my Pak Cik from K.L have already arrived. Played with Firdaus anak-sedara ku..dh besar ko..

OK dh. Terharu jugak dapat sms-es from unexpected peeps. Ingat jgk korang kt aku. Terima Kasih eyh and Slamat Raya to u guys too. Kalau ku tk balas sms tu bukan ku tk kisah tpi prepaid low..And my 'twin', i miss u too. Haha (:

Aah, I got my exams results back! An A for Business Fundamentals and B's for Office Applications & Accountings (; GPA 3.375

Me & Bro (:

Outside Bik Idah's Hse. Luckily we took this pic coz we forgot to take one at our very own home! (((:
Isn't he adorable? Sad, he leaves in K.L. oh wells.

Yaw, Firdaus heat the beat.Heh ((;

2008-09-30T01:12:00.005+08:00

SubhanAllah.. yesterday was the last terawih and the Qunut, MasyaAllah was 15 mins long led by this imam from Ghana. If only we knew Arab, I think the dua' would definitely left a bigger impact. This year En-Naeem only invite 2 other imams from overseas. Unlike last year there were 4! This year there's the imam from Yaman and the other, Ghana...

"Amacam Nis dgn hafalan?"
"Erm..blhlah sikit2.."(shrugs)

Haixz. Again, I've been 'slapped' with this question by Ustaz Fahmi. I feel so guilty, heck. To be honest, I didn't revise back my previous hafalan throughout this Ramadhan;only normal reciting. Man I've been missing since last Raya! :-S

"Ah, Nis ustz dh tanye tu..kirekan dia tk lupe kau"
"Dia nk kau sambung balik"
"Don't disappoint him.."

Bah! And I'm like finally downloading back all those surahs for hafalan and putting it inside my Zen V Plus. Guilty.Guilty.Guilty.Disciplined.Disciplined.Disciplined. Its like pure coincidence Ustz popped up that question to me as I just spoke to Syafiq a few days back bout this. He himself quit MKS 2 yrs back. Man..we both agreed that external factors definitely played a part in quiting. Phew..

Enough said. Ustaz expecting me to continue after Raya...

And as I'm blogging, I'm listening to this:

http://radionasyidfm.blogspot.com/ Hahs.

2008-09-29T15:53:00.005+08:00

Let me take this opportunity to sum up my Ramadhan yar since today's the last terawih and tomorrow gonna start the takbir. Well, I should say that the last few days of Ramadhan have been meaningful/fruitful in terms of ibadah, house work( tapi kalau dh slack, slack hbs..hoho) Though no doubt there's obstacles along the way, I managed to overcome it with ease. Had a father-son bonding,haha, these few days. Since dad had his break for the end of Ramadhan, I find myself unusually close to him. We went to the mosque together, helping him around the house..etc Heh. But thinking back, I am close to my dad since young. Hee. "Ayah, nk kong.. (dokung)". HAha. And ehks, we make great impersonators. Hwuaha. Oh, Alhamdulillah managed to khatam the Qur'an again. Whee((:

Enough bout dad. I would like to make a tribute to mum too. Throughout Ramadhan, she never fails to wake up at 4 a.m. to prepare for the family sahur. Would only wake the rest up like 10 min b4 5. Best mom ever! I would never treat her with any other mum.

Oh wells. Its confirmed. Nenek & atuk gonna Raya here for the first time. And its like for the first time too we have a dozen of F&N bottles! Hahas. Alright before I end my post, I would like to seek forgiveness to those out there who knows me. Pardon me if my past actions(sengaja atau tk sengaja), anything that makes u peeps uncomfortable or sewaktu dgnnye.. yar. Minal Eidil Wal Faezin Wal Makbulin..

P/s: Sebenarnya kalau dapat jumpe dan bersalaman lebih baik, ukhwah lebih terjalin..More ikhlas gitu. Tapi maklumlah dh zaman IT ni..Haixz..Faham2jelah.. Miss jugak kad2 Raya tu..

Takabbalallah...
(Semoga amalan kita diterima Allah)

2008-09-27T18:51:00.004+08:00

Bought these on Thursday (((:

Anyway, Alhamdulillah I've finally found the missing spark that I had been searching for this whole month of Ramadhan. The voidness of it and its lost of significance were clearly diminished after I've gone through these last few days of the blessed month. As many would know, yesterday was Night of 27..The 'it' time they would call it.. Hopefully I get the pahala of Al-Qadr. Amin. (: Got to meet a few peeps which I have not been seeing them for a looong time. Glad had the opportunity to engage in genuine conversations.

Oh, peeps u guys should really click on the 'play' button of this embed podcast created by my friend. Totally cool =)

saifulakhir.wma - saiful

2008-09-23T23:31:00.004+08:00

I have not been blogging due to the time factor. Oh wells. I'll backtracked then. This gonna be long..Kalau rajin, bacelah..haha

Friday: Went to Kampong Siglap Mosque with Aziz. The khatib Jumaat sounded like Syekh Abdurrahman As-Sudais the Mekkah imam! Well, decided to go to that mosque as I'm oh so missed my old estate, Marine Parade! And f.y.i...that's the mosque where I first learned my Iqra', hee. After prayers, went to East Coast Park Beach to catch the sea breeze.Haha.Main-main air laut jap..(tpi tk minum tau..hehe) then proceeded to block 47, my old home. Blah2.. At night, went to Al-Istighfar mosque for Terawih prayers. Dinie tagged along (: But she left soon after Isyak prayers for some urgent reason wch she's nt gonna tell me. rawr(my mum asyik tanye tau, "asl dgn dinie?". hmms, i'll wait for that day once ur ready to tell me hor..heh). Anw, tanpa ku sangka, that's the last kiss from the Syeikh as I was literally cheated! ): Haixz..Panjang kisahnye..Nk blog nanti takut menambah dosa pula..so buat siapa yg tahu tu, fhm2 je lah. (;

Sunday: Had my DPIC exams..Weehoo! Confident beb. Haha. Maklumlah ade soalan bocor( oh, tt snd so wrng) No lah. Hahaha. Finally gt a break for two Sundays. So yeah. Ibu's side came over for iftar. Last week it was at Aunty Noni's place so it was our turn. Ibu made Nasi Ayam! Laku seyyh..dh boleh buka kedai,hehe. My bro & I while breaking fast tk tambah coz we thght of continuing it after terawih but after terawih dah sold out ): Hahs. Nevermind..

Monday: Dad loves me! Hahaha. Initially ajak Hafiz go terawih at Mydin mosque at Kembangan but he can't coz he broke his spectacle lens and his dad was working the night shift so his mum will only allow him to go to Istighfar. Nyeahs. Didin't expect dad to follow (: The imam there plk sounded like Syeik Saud As-Shuraim. 23 rakaat but by 9.20 p.m dh hbs. Cool kn! Musollah air-conditioned plk tu..Sedap sembahyang..Haha.

Tuesday: Went Qiam at Istighfar wf dad (: Then morning, dad started to paint the house while I did a lot of wiping..Wiped the windows..the walls of the room..etc. That's it folks.

Seriously, as we're nearing the end of Ramadhan, we tend to face heavy challenges to get to that elusive finish line. Dah masuk mlm tujuh lekor skrng..(as the Malays used to call it)The final stretch..Only a few days before Ramadhan leaves us. Ni lah time dimana Allah s.w.t. menguji tahap keimanan seseorang itu. Peeps starting to feel lazy...busy with Raya preparations.. etc

Ya Allah, terimalah amalan hamba2 mu yg tk seberapa ini..
Tulus dari hati hambumu yg penuh dgn noda dan kemaksiatan,
Ya Allah, lihatlah kami,
Pandanglah kami,
Dengarlah rintihan kami, Ya Allah..
Perkenankanlah doa2 kami, Ya Rahman..
Sesungguhnya KAU telah berfirman bahwa di bulan Ramadhan ini KAU telah menganugerahkan suatu mlm yg cukup istimewa,
yakni Malam Al-Qadr...
Maka kami memohon padaMu..
Supaya dengan izinmu, anugerahkanlah kami dgn Malam Al-Qadr itu..
Allah Humma Ya Allah.. kami ialah hamba2 yg dhaif,
Sekiranya KAU tolak amalan2 kami, maka kami akan tergolong dlm org2 yg rugi Ya Allah..
Maka perkenankanlah segala niat, hajat yg tersirat mahupun yg tersurat, dlm setiap hamba2Mu...
Sesungguhnya KAU MAHA MENGETAHUI...

2008-09-19T00:08:00.002+08:00

Hehehe. Finally got the email from Ustaz! Sekarang bolehlah aku belajar utk tis Sunday...lol

1) Huraikan peringkat ilmu menurut Imam Ghazali dan perbincangan beliau mengenai kaedah ilmu.

2) Fahaman Muktazilah yang muncul pada zaman akhir pemerintahan Bani Umayyah mendapat reaksi tertentu umat Islam. Bincangkan fahaman dalam aliran Muktazilah dan kesan kemunculannya.

3) Bincangkan secara ringkas pelayaran dan penyelidikan al-Mas’udi serta faktor-faktor yang mendorongnya menjadi ahli pelayaran.

4) Jelaskan pandangan Islam berhubung konsep penjelajahan dan penerokaan dengan mengetengahkan tujuan-tujuan aktiviti tersebut dibenarkan oleh Islam.

5) Bincangkan sumbangan dan pencapaian Ibn Hawqal dalam bidang geografi dan pelayaran.

6) Seni bina Islam bermula daripada pembinaan masjid pertama dalam Islam. Terangkan pencapaian dan sumbangan seni bina Islam pada zaman Khulafa’ al-Rasyidin.

7) Terangkan perkembangan intelektual Islam pada zaman permulaan Islam.

8) Bincangkan perkembangan intelektual pada zaman Abbasiyyah dengan memaparkan ketokohan al-Biruni sebagai ahli astromoni.

9) Bincangkan faktor-faktor yang membawa kepada kelahiran pelbagai mazhab dan kesan-kesannya ke atas umat Islam.

10) Penjelajahan dan penerokaan dalam Islam mempunyai kepentingan tertentu. Huraikan konsep penjelajahan dan penerokaan serta kepentingannya menurut perspektif Islam.

11) Bincangkan sumbangan dan pencapaian al-Istakhri dalam bidang geografi dan pelayaran.

12) Salah satu cabang seni dalam Islam ialah seni khat atau seni kaligrafi. Bincangkan.

13) Huraikan takrifan dan ciri-ciri seni bina Islam.

14) Jelaskan sumbangan dan pencapaian seni bina Islam pada zaman Bani Abbasiyyah.

2008-09-16T16:40:00.005+08:00

Well, without us even noticing it, its already the second week into Ramadhan and in fact its malam Nuzul-Qur'an (malam ke-17). But there's a little thing missing this Ramadhan. And it is really sad come to think bout it. Read one of the blogs I frequently visited and that post sort of coincides with what I'm kinda feeling right now.. Qouted, " This year really felt like nothing. Totally void... ". Ramadhan kali ini adakalanya seperti sudah hilang serinya.. Its like just going through another motion.. a kind of routine which technically speaking, should be more than all those mentioned. Oh wells. Hopefully, we'll get the Night of Laitul-Qadr..Malam yang lebih baik dari seribu bulan..apprx. 87 yrs?

So anyway, I'm done with my Usul Fiqh exams last Sunday. Overall, manageable..just like any other religous exam I sat for previously. But the thing is, I kinda screwed myself from getting an A for the open book part. Hahs. However, I'm totally confident for the second paper. hee. Left with the last exams..Sejarah & Tamadun Islam 2 which I have acquired some hints from Ustaz Lukman as I met him during the Youth Dialouge the day before..hoho.

Iftar at Aunty Noni's place. Not all were present. Not a single member from Long's family..while dad had to work. Aunt made Nasi Beryani which I didn't jamah at all as I had been eating Beryani Rice for the past 2 weeks. Haha. Had Beryani from Shaik Sabri's, Islamic Restaurant's and oh, during Iftar at An-Nahdhah. So yeah. Opted for the Macaroni instead which nenek fried. After all that, wanted to head to the mosque as that night was Ustaz Faezin but had a request from Cik Kader to lead the terawih prayers so that all the women in the house and all my little cuzzies can follow. I relented. Asked Uncle Es to lead the Isyak prayer (tuan rumah lebih afdal..) but he asked me instead. So Alhamdulillah, managed to lead Isyak and the terawih. Akulah imam, akulah bilal....

As of yesterday, I shouldn't be in Singapore alright. Boohoo. But yeah, am still here! Went to Al-Istighfar and boy it was worth it. Yesterday, they invited this Sheykh from Cairo...Sheykh Mustafa Masry. Man, he's tall..Beautiful prayer led by him..Oh, yesterday was the start where you have Qunut during the one rakaat of Witr..SubhanAllah..the Qunut with the doa'. And guess what? After the prayers I went over to salam him, he bowed down and I said something to him in Arab and he kissed me! (You know the Arabs..) That's the first time man..Hee ((:

Ya Allah.. lembutkanlah hatiku adikku ini.. Haixz degil betul. Kalau cakap ngan dia, he'll reply,"tahu,tahu.."

Apa sebenarnya
yang kau mahu..
Ku tak tahu...

2008-09-13T01:45:00.003+08:00

Gosh! I can't believed that I actually debited $445.15 of my own money on a single day, which was on a Thursday. Hahs. Went to Comfort Driving Centre before noon to register as a student there. Took the Class 3A License. I'm sooo excited. My first practical will be on the 3rd next month while my BTT, on the 14th. Wee! InsyaAllah if I pass all my tests, I'll be getting my driving license within 6 months,hoho. After that, headed to the ICA building to apply for my Biometric Passport( I knw maybe I'm slow coz some of u guys hd urs alrdy, bah!) as my old passport have expired. Meet Hafiz at Sultan as he wanted to buy himself a pocket-sized Qur'an. Hehe. He's been wanting to buy one for a long time ever since he first saw mine whch my parents bought fr me 7 years ago from Mekkah. But mine still smaller dude, hwuaha. Though its small(fr sme ppl, actually the fonts are small alrght, bt its still READABLE, fr me). Terawih at Al-Istighfar..the Imam didn't disappoint me. Ustaz Mehdar sounded like Sheikh Maahir Al Muaiqly, one of the Haramain Imams. After terawih and a shrt tazkirah by him, Ustaz Hasbi Hasan led a zikr session...

As of Friday, dad & I had a tiff wf mum over which place to break our fast. Adik have left the hse early to buka wf his fren. Mum wanna go Fig & Olive wch have just opened another outlet at E!Hub. While dad wanna go to Bedok Corner. Hahs. Finally, we decided to go to Rasa 21 at Tampines. Ended up, its the same place as adik went. Hurrhurr. Thank God its worth it. Seriously, ibu's Hor Fun was super nice and berlambak fr one person, Ayah bought a Hot Soup Noodle while I got myself a Black Pepper Beef Rice. (: Maghrib & had terawih at Darul Ghufran. Man, the imam who's a Hafiz there is young( I think bout my age or older by 2-3 yrs?) and most probably come from Terrengganu or Kelantan as the way he led the prayers was super super fast! To be honest, I couldn't grasp some of the ayats which he recited.

Anyway, after Asar later will be meeting other yths frm various schools ranging frm Primary to Tertiary Institutions for a youth dialogue held at An-Nahdhah mosque which is commonly known as the Harmony Centre too. 200 youths are expected to be there and there'll be MPs too. Issues ranging from Sexuality, Gangsterism and (there's 1 more topic I couldn't rmb, actually ustz Lukmannul Hakeem cldn't rmb,hahs). Programme will end with the breaking of fast together...

By right, I should like 'mug' for Usul Fiqh as it is by far the most toughest module I have ever encountered. But I'm like taking it easy,hahs. A few more topics to be covered and to really memorize and I'll be safe ((: Hee.

2008-09-10T00:38:00.009+08:00

LALALA! Weehoo!! Its the start of my holidays. Yeah baby... Can wake up late now, nyeahs (; So Business Fundamentals paper wasn't difficult, just a tad tricky. But I'm pretty confident I can get that A grade of mine, InsyaAllah. Accounting was manageable. And yes, no more of that module. My batch is the last batch of Business Admin students that'll have to sit for it. Bye2 numbers..lol. Looking forward to Business Communications and the elective that I chose, Tourism ((:

Anyways, my parents still can't figure out till now why the neighbor in front, I mean the wife, find it so difficult to strike a conversation. She would hurried off as if she's seeing a ghost? Haha. And if she's back from somewhere, she'll quickly closes her door like as if we want to peek into her house. Oh, her house is usually in a mess, so the malu factor kot? Unlike her husband, which is friendly and would strike a conversation before entering his house. BUT the weird thing people, she can easily talk to me! And she even knows my name,huhu.

Ibu: "Ehks, heran eh dia blh berbual ngan kau plk.."
Me: "Nthlah, and she always ask abt me..hahs"
Ibu: "Kalau gitu, kau tanye lah dia balik bout her children.."
Ayah: "Agaknye dia minat kt kau,haha. Nk jodohkan dgn anak dia"
Ibu: "Ish, jauhkan..merepek je tau ayah kau"
Me: " Eeeuuu! Merepek sungguh! Tapikn Bu, smlm Nis mimpi having a Chinese girlfren,haha"
Ibu: "OOh.. boleh tahan eh anak Ibu ni..Haha"

Random convo! haahaha. Coolness rite? Talking with your parents on random stuffs. Hahs. I love random stuffs..They kinda make part of my life interesting. Hee! But certain random on-goings makes me uncomfortable. *shrugs*

And oh, I can't 'escape' from Ustaz Fahmi coz everytime Ayah salam him, he'll ask- "Hanis mane?". Haha. But its really nice when Ustaz cares bout you. Anak murid ni yg 'lenyap' frm tahfiz class aftr lst Raya.

He did ask me the othr time, "Kt rmh ade hafal tk?". "Erms, Ustaz susah sikit ahh..saye sch.. (agn, i use sch as a reason..haixz). Tapi ustaz saye mmng nk sambung balik."
"Ok, kalau gitu lps Raya."
"InsyaAllah"

I think Ustaz knows the potential in me and he don't wnt the potential within me to be left wasted. I guess I should try and get back to hafal-ing. Am so guilty tt I have actually frgt most of the surahs wch I have cleared the last time! I remembered an Arab proverb, 'Man Jadda Wa Jada'. Whoever works towards what he desires, he'll get it.( Sesiapa yg berusaha, dia akn dpt). Help me God.

Anw, Dinie, plz make up ur mind will you? Haha. Anw, ape azimat awak pakai ah? Iv never won any contests ): Tix to DRUMFEST! Nyeahs. Ehks, ur not complaining to me lah..ur jz sharing ur joys and yes I'll listen anytime. Just give me a dial yar if u got any good news aytes (;

Oh, if only Cik Leha have told Ibu that she's leaving fr Umrah tis coming Monday, 15th Sept, Ibu could have ask her to see whether I could tag along... I wanna go!!! Its during my hols somemore..And its on my Islamic birthday, 15 Ramadhan,hahs. Oh wells. I sad. ): Blm tibe mase nye lagi...Honestly, Iv been going on a slow pace wf my tadarrus but since its the strt of my hols, im gonna chiong and InsyaAllah, khatam it again like previous Ramadhan. Amin. ((:

2008-09-07T17:30:00.005+08:00

"Eh, tadi kalau kite puase dh okay.."

"Kt sklh pn tdi cume mkn burger, nasi pn jama2.."

Astaghfirullah... I overheard this conversation between two secondary school mats when I was in the bus on the way back from school. And that time was already 4.15 p.m. Haixz. Its a pity that there's still people out there which till now, have not fully realise the beauty of Ramadhan. Masih lagi jahil akan bulan yang penuh dengan keberkatan ini. Salah siapa? First 10 nights, malam dimana Allah membuka pintu RahmatNYA. 10 Malam kedua: Malam Pengampunan, 10 Malam Terakhir: Dibebaskan daripada api neraka..

Actually, the conversations quoted are not new. Been there, But not done that. Hurrhurr. All we can do is hope that these type of peeps will receive taufik & hidayah. InsyaAllah.

Yesterday went to Victoria Concert Hall to watch adik perform in the 8th Junior Band Festival. There's a total of six Secondary Schools & 1 Primary School... Yada2..And yesterday was the first time this Ramadhan that I break my fast without my family as Ayah & ibu kerje petang. Adik pula berbuka with his bandmates. Am thankful that Aziz tagged along...My childhood fren tt I can always count on. (:

Break our fast at Moulana Mohd Ali,Raffles. New experience as breaking fast with the Indian community was way different. The atmosphere, I mean. After Maghrib headed towards the MRT but before that, we sat around the Chevron House enjoying the night sky and cool wind.

"If I'm homeless I'll come here and sleep"
"Yeah, me too!"
"Haha"

Terawih at Sultan Mosque after which singgah-ed Zam2 Restaurant ((: Kalau dh sembahyang kt masjid Sultan, tk singgah Zam2 mcm tk sah gitu. Haha. Talked bout various issues over a cup of teh-tarik & murtabak sardine, hee! It was still raining but no choice, we had to brave the rain as it was already 10.15 p.m.

Oh, let me side-tracked a bit. Call me bias yaw but En-Naeem Mosque is my second home throughout Ramadhan or in fact, even outside Ramadhan too ((: Though Al-Istighfar is in Pasir Ris, I don't see myself frequent it unless Ustaz Fahmi(the En-Naeem imam) whch will be at Al-Istighfar tmrw,yaay! and Ustaz Hafazhah's there. Katakanlah cerewet, tpi ni bukan ape..Masing2 ade their own preferences.. And if I don't go En-naeem, I'll simply conduct my own terawih at home. Simple (:

Alrights..thats basically it. Tomorrow will be having my exams for Business Fundamentals and on Tuesday, Accounting! After which will be the start of my Holidays!!! Woohoo. (Oh, wait) I'll still be having exams next Sunday for my DPIC. Usul Fiqh..Boo. And next2 week, will be Sejarah & Tamadun Islam 2. oh wells.

But I can take into comfort taht I scored an A- for my Sejarah & Tamadun Islam 1 and a B- for Methodoloji Kajian Ilmiah..Alhamdulillah.

To my beloved frens who'll be having PROMOS, Good Luck yar (:

2008-08-31T18:15:00.005+08:00

First and foremost, MERDEKA!MERDEKA!MERDEKA! Haha. Oops. 'Feel' jadi Malaysian skejap.Lol. Anw, Happy Birthday to Ayah (: So..tmr's Teaher's Day and I would like to take this opportunity to thank all asatizahs and to all teachers who have thought/still teaching me no matter where they are now. The knowledge that you guys passed on over the years are truly appreciated(:
But one thing that I would like to emphasize here is the true teacher is non-other than Nabiullah Muhammad S.a.w. He's our true Mu'allim. Here's the vid to explain why He's our true teacher..

And as promise, here's a short notes on Ramadhan as tomorrow will be the frst day of fast. Ah Lan Wa Sahlan Ya Ramadhan. I'm not gg to sound preachy as I know some of u guys suffer frm 'syarahan-phobia'.Hahs. So the thing that I would like to remind my felow bros and sis is to make full use of tis blessed month. Don't spend unnecessarily(don't be like me, I splurged $80 on my Topman shirt! Bt tts b4 Raamadhan..haha). Don't use Ramadhan as an excuse to be weak(ppl like tis pissed me off..)We in fact, shld shw to the non-Muslims tt we can still be productive. Those who like to laugh, kurangkanlah ketawa tu eh..And janganlah nk sibuk2 nk berbazzar, bazzar tk lari sepanjang 30 hari ni..U guys shld check out tis vid..There's 4 prts to it and its related to Ramadhan..I shall not 'preach' anymore here..Haha. The link is : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hM9YiLk9niA

Gg to En-Naeem fr terawih.. Yeah Ustz Fahmi Hamdan Ali Al-Hafiz. The atmosphere there like as if ur in Mekkah. MasyaAllah.Bt I'm a little bit segan though as since the lst raya, I didn't resume my tahfiz clss wf him and its been a long time since I went there..Haixz..Ade hasrat nk sambung tahfiz balik bt nd to fnd the rite time. The discipline needed is top-notch. Environment kt sch lagi..Hmms.To end off tis post, I hope that this Ramadhan will be much better than previous Ramadhan & Selamat menjalani Ibadah Puasa((:

2008-08-30T17:38:00.009+08:00

Yo peeps! I know that I had been gone for some time and people have been asking me to start blogging back. So yeah, here I am blogging. Haha. Well there's a smorgasbord of topics that I would like to talk bout man. First and foremost, lets sum up the month of August since it gonna leave us soon.

The month of August have been a 'Random Month' for me. Yeah, random. Full of randomness I should say. Haha. Random stuffs, encounters do make my life interesting. Coz you can't really expect what things will come in your way,hahs.

Wats ur name? Hanis. Oh, kwn2 panggil Han? Nope, they call me Nis. Nis..sweet2..name kite Yusuf & Kamal. Hahaha. Ish, tk baik ketawakan name orang.. Biar betul seyyh name Yusuf.. Btl lah.. Yusufiah & Kamaliah.
-_-"

That convo started while I was waiting for the bus to ITE Dover for the LKY Technology award. Hahs, that Sis..And speaking of the award, I do hope we'll start on it soon as it can surely boost my CV. I'll share with u peeps nw the talk that I went last week. Sheyh Hisyam's talk on 'Conversation WIth God' basically reminded all of us to be sincere when asking Allah. Follow His orders and leave what he displease. Afterall, "Ud uni as tajib lakum"(Mintalah padaKu, nescaya AKU perkenankan). Most importantly, never give up hope when our doas have not yet been fulfilled as it'll surely be fulfilled in Paradise.

Women make bad drivers(nt all, bt majority lah..there's no denying tt). Why tis statement? Coz I nearly lost my life early morning! This lady with tudung swerve without looking. Im clearly nt at fault. The rule clearly indicates tt she by rght, shld lt the pedestrian cross first. Haixz. Nasib baik seyyh.. Ku ingin bertemu dgn bulan Ramadhan..Allah still loves me ((: when Yesterday went back to PRCS straight after the teacher's day celebration. Nthng much..Met up with several teachers..GLad had real conversations with Mr Ridzuan & Ms Zaidah though it wasn't a long one. As for othr teachers, didn't berbasi-basi like I did with the the stall amkciks and the first2 tchrs mentioned as I'm not that close. So yeah.

Wooohoo! Went down for Baybeats yesterday alone. Only met up with Shaiful, Nazirul,Fauzi & Sally's fren there. The atmosphere's great. Got to meet some familiar faces and an ex-Crestian. Force Vomit the local veteran last song, Siti, was an all time fav classic. People were moshing and body-surfed. Sally and Fauzi left. Shaiful, Nazirul, Angel, Joline(2 of Shaiful's fren) & me waited fr the second lst performances and last performance at the NOKIA POWERHouse. Typecast frm the Philippines were freaking awesome. Siiikkk. Left with Nazirul at 11.. reached hme at 12.05. Luckily there's the last feeder bus 358 or I'll hv to wlk hme.Huhu." "Luckily, u guys still hv ur heads".Haha.

Sorry Aziz fr nt gg to the RSAF open hse. And to Ustz Yousef too as I didn't go down to Sultan Mosque fr RYC'S official opening.

And oh, will be posting shrt notes on Ramadhan too as requested. First terawih tmr((;

PeepShow Lilac SaintsForce Vomit

Typecast

2008-08-13T22:28:00.006+08:00

I'm in a kinda topsy-turvy mood. And don't bother asking me why..hahs. Certain people have begun to irk me. Urgh. Damn.. The panic button gonna activate soon..hurrhurr scary. Have to set my priorities straight now..Exams are nearing.. Weird lah.. Ni smue my 'evil twin' nye pasal ah tts making me feeling tis way. Gah! I think am gonna adopt a 'US isolation' stance(btl tk Hafiz?) for the time-being...

"Andai merindu lebih indah, andai tanpa bicara tiada kebencian, andai hadirku tergugat damaimu, andai berpisah itu lebih baik, siapalah aku untuk pertahankan rasaku untukmu" ( Credits to tis Malaysian author, which I don't rmb his name,hahs)

Anw bros, correction. Sheykh Hisyam Kabbani's lecture is next Fri nt tis, Sry aytes...

Anw, tis Sat event >>

2008-08-08T21:43:00.004+08:00

Today's an auspicious day as the Chinese believe - 8/8/08! And its officially the start of the Beijing Olympics ((: Was watching the opening ceremony on TV just now and I was really impressed by the Chinese! Their acts were totally awesome man. Their nationalism..cultures.. The ceremony could be reagarded as one of the best Olympics opening ever.

And speaking of nationalism, had our National Day celebration in sch.. new environment.. Overall, it went well. There's the usual singing of medley songs..and oh, there's performances by the Malay dancers and Latin dancers too! Best part was after all the performances, went to watch Home United FC take on our Bishan soccer team at the school field..kecoh dok..Berebut2 perempuan nk ambik gambar ngan Indra Shadan..haha. Ibrahim & me gt to take pic with him,nyeahs.

K lah, tmr's National Day. Gotta be a long day fr me.. Gg out to snap pics fr my porfolio.. Vivo, Henderson Waves, Raffles? Perhaps watch fireworks skali? Hmms..We'll see, hahs.

2008-08-06T16:17:00.004+08:00

Went to see the doctor yesterday..Alhamdulillah, nothing serious but I'm still having discomfort. Hopefully when I finish up the painkillers tomorrow the pain would be gone. Oh wells.
Urgh. Today I feel lost. Gah!

Hmms. Reached home only to find out there's no one at home..Its so quite. Kinda ironic though. When mum isn't working the last time, I asked her to go out and work. Now both dad & mum isn't at home coz coincidentally at certain days, both started work in the afternoon so will be back only at night. Bro pulak tgh sibuk ngan NDP practice(waiting fr him to cme bck so we cn finish up 'The Legend' dvd..hoho). Haixz semenjak jadi percussionist, sibuk je dengan drumstick. Guitar yg diminta padi hari jadi yg lalu, dh tk dihiraukan. Bertuah nye budak..haha.

Alright, Iv been wanting to post tis up actually. Here's some reasons why I don't talk as much( certain peeps may think that Im anti-social? Boring? hmms..) sO HERE IS IT:

I'm generally a quiet guy lah, haha. ( But if you do start a conversation wf me, I can talk a lot. Seriously,heh)
When there's no topic of conversation, I don't see a point to talk. No offence man (:
Sometimes, things are juz going ard my head, so the silence (:
Certain things that may displeased me, so I jz kept mum.
There's a hadis frm Muadz bin Jabal which goes, "Sesungguhnya engkau sentiasa sejahtera selama engkau diam. Tetapi apabila engkau berkata, ditulis bagi engkau atau atas engkau(yang baik atau yang jahatmya). And another riwayat by Nabi S.a.w. :"90% dari kesejahteraan itu terdapat pada diam kecuali waktu zikir kepada Allah". Note: I'm not trying to be super alim here, juz stating the facts that I know.
Lastly, there's like a certain barrier when talking to certain peeps ( ade2 saje kau Nis..hahs)

Anw, thanks peeps for the concern. I'll try NOT TO FALL, nyeahs (;

2008-08-04T21:47:00.003+08:00

Hehe..Klaka betul pagi tadi. I almost carried my bro's bag to school(the bag which I had long passed to him by me, so yeah the blurness) Hahs. Luckily bro's still having his breakfast and noticed I carried the wrong bag. Or else..

First period was Accounting..Nothing much..Go thru some papers. Gonna start on a new topic tomorrow.. OFA. Grr!! That Mr Foong was merely talking to himself lah.. Managed to only cacth up on the first part and the rest of it, gone. Dh tentu2 start on a new thing, MS Access..then go thru like nobody's business..Gah! As for BZF, Treble in a Teacup(not all members are present, no suprise here) presented our presentation..

S&W was superb lah seyyh.. Actually, Roy & me were like 'grumpling' among both of us as we wanted to have outdoor games. Seriously, the weather wasn't that hot. It was windy man..Come on lah peeps..But oh wells.We did manage to have a great time in the hall. Ms Gladys Leong asked me, Wee Kiong & Roy to choose our teammates for a captain's ball match. The three of us were chosen as the captain as we're the only ones who wore the Certified Firt Shirt, hee! And am so happy as my team won both matches..Weehoo..First match against Wee Kiong's team, we beat them 7-6. Then proceed on to play against Roy's team. Man, against Roy's team, it was one hell of a match. They gave us a scare by scoring first but I equalized(: We scored, they equalized..Perfect match. But in the end, I scored the winning goal.

Oh yeah, I fell again! Gosh..Took a damn hard landing. Initially I didn't feel any serious pain but now..hmms.. The pain seems unbearable when I bent (rukuk). Urgh ):

2008-08-03T12:25:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was hell of a stupid day! Thought I could earned myself $35 in a day as a kendarat but it was not to be. Reached Admiralty MRT at 12.45 and waited for Nani's uncle as he msged me the day before to meet him at 1.15 p.m Called Cik Mar as instructed but was told that she's in the bus otw from Geylang. Told me to wait there..So I waited till 1.15 and msged Nani's uncle. Was told to contact Cik Mar again. Like whaat?! -_-" Must be some kind of a communication breakdown. I thought that Nani's uncle goona be there. And by right, that Cik Mar (whoever she is, shld gt bck to me. Msgd her bt gt no rply..GRRR!) Waited patiently till 2.15.. left the place at once since there's no progress..Geramnye aku!!!

As soon as I reached home, zonked myself in front of the TV and began to watch the Korean DVD titled 'The Legend'. Finally, am now at the third disc. And its only the 11 epsd! Mind you, there's a total of 8 discs, hwuaha.

Why should I be angry?
Am I?
Maybe I shld adopt a could not careless attitude,rite?
Coz tts nt fully my prob anw..
Sometimes, I tried to husnozon(as our religion preaches)

But honestly, I do doubt ur intentions at times..
Hahs, the complexities of the female mind

2008-08-01T12:40:00.003+08:00

Well, its the first of August! Time flies..And its the end of Rejab too ( the Islamic calender). Definitely can't wait for Ramadhan to come.. Wa balighna Ramadhan Ya Allah.. Anw, here's some tausiyah. If possible, do recite these wirid when the khatib is at the mimbar for Friday prayer later. Ahmadurrasulullah, Muhammadurrasulullah s.a.w. 35x For the Muslimah, recite it after Zuhur. InsyaAllah, whoever recite the above mentioned wirid, their rezki tidak akan putus sepanjang tahun (constant) Credit to para SAUDARA iSLAMku di luar sana..

Namun harusku tinggalkan cinta,

ketika ku bersujud...

Oh, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DINIE (:

2008-07-31T22:42:00.004+08:00

Dear readers, sorry for not updating as there's a problem with the power button of my pc. So oh wells. Lots of things to talk bout man.. Oh, yeah. Lets start with the one day Malacca Trip thingy last Saturday. It was fun & enjoyable. Congrats Wan for making it a success. So, I actually overslept on that day. Hahs. Terpaksa naik cab pagi2..alahai waste duit aku. Nyeahs. We all boarded the Volvo double-deck bus which was only 8 months old! Coolness. Overall the trip was a success. And especially the food..Foo! Power dok ((: But its a pity we have to skip the visit to the Hang Tuah's Well (which I really looked fwd to) as we exceeded the estimated arrival time to Malacca. All because of the long jam at Woodlands Checkpoint, tsktsk. Reached back Bishan at 11+..Missed all the last bus & train,hahs. As I was hungry back then, had supper at Macdonalds' with Rajiv & Wee Kiong before taking the cab ride home..Taxi lagi..Midnight charge..sian. But its kinda cool though getting the opportunity to talk to these cab drivers(: Ye lah, bukan hari2 naik teksi kn? Haha. Well, hoping for more trips to come. Perhaps a 2 day one night thingy? One day too short lah..ahacks. And yes, I did won myself a prize (: The tour guide asked to name the 3 Malaccan Districts and I managed to answer them..Hwuaha. Padahal bile tour guide bobal, bukannye aku pay attention pun..hee!

Next day, Sunday, went for class. And gosh I have to admit that Usul Fiqh is difficult. Our Arab module should come first as it will greatly help in our further understanding of Usul Fiqh. Oh wells. I don't get it how the management arranges the modules.. Now I realize that being an asatizah is not easy. Haixz..Ni baru peringkat Diploma.. Funny though when reflecting back the last time I was bored with secular studies and wanting to change my line of study. Haha. But now am thankful I remain where I am now. Duniawi ade, Ukhrawi pun ade.. The important thing is to remain consistent in whatever line of study I'm into (: And oh, I gt 95 for my BZF Ca..Whee! Alhamdulillah..

2008-07-24T01:21:00.003+08:00

Here I am blogging at this hour...Was totally 'knocked out'. Reached home at 1615 and slept till 2315,gosh! Had my dinner only at 2330..and I ate some durians too which Ibu bought,hee! So yeah, today or to be precise yesterday was great. Totally relax day man..No lessons,haha. It felt as if it was the last day of the school term already, nyeahs. Reached early morning to set up our stall.. And yeah, the sales went on smoothly. It was good (: It was raining so we missed the performances at it was held at the auditorium instead of the supposed venue, foyer.

Haixz. A couple of stuffs have yet to be settled and the deadline's approaching fast,hahs. And its all because of procrastination? Hmms.. Maybe I should start reading back the book I bought titled, 'Busting Procastination In 60 Seconds'. Hahaha.

This Saturday going to Malacca for one day tour, whee! Ibu's like been reminding me to buy her 'Ketika Cinta Bertasbih epsd 2' novel. Huurhurr. Mentang-mentanglah dah habis epsd 1..Finally its my turn to read..hoho.

The last time was Fahri Abdullah Shiddiq.. And now its Azzam.. Two great guys created by Habbiburrahman El-Shirazy.. Can I be like either one of them? InsyaAllah..

2008-07-22T11:54:00.004+08:00

Lets recap for a short bit yar. My weekends were great as it sums up the Amir As Sufuf and Munadil Mukmin Workshop conducted at En-Naeem Mosque. The practical was very meaningful as Ustaz Abdul Rahman came up with scenarios that one would never think of. But as future Imams/Muazzins, we need to act accordingly to any situation..Like what to do when the Imam batals when he's doing the sujud sahwi? Hahs, pening kepale kn? Haha. And I finally find someone whom I can look up to. None other than Ustaz Abdul Rahman(: Man, he's a great & nice guy..His background can be closely related to mine, hee!

So yesterday there was no S&W! Urgh. Damn.. Guess have to wait for next Monday before I can wear the Certified Fit Shirt..Hahaha. As for today, Accounting class ended at 11 so we had 3 hours of break as the next class BZF, would only starts at 2! And today there was a blood donation drive. The rest of my buddies, Wee Kiong, Shameer and Rajiv were busy helping out so we're left with Roy, Ibrahim & me..hahs. The three of us headed to AMK HUB planning to watch the 'Red Cliff' but was told that the movie's duration is 2 hours 40 mins! Like Whaat?! hurrhurr..so yeah, the plan's cancelled. Had lunch there anyways before going back to sch at 1.15..

K done..hahs.. Mr Foong's extending the Powerpoint Presenation after our Excel CA whch is on the 29th.. PhEW..then have to burn into CD somemore..haixz.. so troublesome

AAAh.. tmr can't go sch late as I have the EC's Racial Harmony thingy. Setting up a stalll selling the tradional ethnic kuehs of different races.. Till then..

2008-07-18T21:03:00.003+08:00

Wooohoo!!! Finally got hold of the Certified Fit Shirt man. Yeah.. Currently only me, Roy and Wee Kiong had the shirt with us. Yeah.. gonna wear it on Monday for S&W..Hehehe.. can kwai lan abit..hahs ..So just now after my prayer, headed straight to Woodlands Regional Library and meet up with Aziz to support Dinie for the finals of Bahas 4PM. Its mauduk was, 'Kemaslahatan Bahasa Melayu Terletak Di Tangan Penuturnya'. Pencadang: RJC and Penyanggah: TJC.. It was definitely a nice debate with the counter-arguments though I didn't quite understand RJC's point of view( not trying to be bias, but yeah..haha) So in the end, TJC won!! Congrats to Dinie and her fellow teammates (;

Alright, so guess things gonna be 'hectic' back soon? Gonna have my BZF CA on Monday..The OFA project's deadline is nxt week wch is tergendala..need 7-8 slides more..hahs..Yadadayada..But am definitely looking forward to tmr's course,hee!

2008-07-17T21:37:00.004+08:00

Hmms.. where do I begin from here? Random things have been happening to me lately.. Lots of it. Guess only those whom I have talked to will know bout it. Not gonna write it down here man.. Some are funny, while others put you into a careful thought..Haha. Is it because of the aura that is revolving around me? I'm like going through a 'transition' phase in my life..Pretty interesting situation I'm getting myself into at times, huhu.

So knowing that my fellow sahabat Saiful have completed his 3rd epsd of his love antalogy series, I feel like writing too! Nyeahs. Macam rindu gitu dah lame tk berkarya.. So yeah, with the Accounting CA over and no more CA's till the exams wch falls on September, I managed to find the time and write down my thoughts..Got something to do with things that happened lately I shld say..Bet u guys miss Wak Ilham right? He's back now, literally..hahs..

Inilah puisiku...

Secerca harapan, sesinar mentari
Tipa hari ku berlari, mengejar yang tak pasti.
Kadangkala diriku ini bertanya,
"Apakah sebenarnya yang ku cari?"
"Adakah ini semua hanya sebuah mimpi,
ataupun mungkin ia suatu realiti?"
Apa yang pasti,
Hati ini enggan bersendiri...

2008-07-12T21:43:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was a great and unforgettable day. Me and Aizuddin attended a talk held at SMU and gosh, we were surrounded by 40-50 undergrads from NUS etc. And man, there's even a professor from the University of Birmingham! Though we feel awkward being among the intellectuals, the great thing was that lots of information were gained throughout the dialogue. The cool part was it was a close door session and the speaker was a woman who once worked in Israel's Minister of Foreign Affairs Dept. Not everyone can have a chance like these..nyeahs. So basically the speaker was trying to answer all those questions pertaining to her country's policies..She really got drilled towards the ending with some tough questions and not suprisingly, some of her answers were'nt convincing as she had to defend her country's policies anyway,hahs. But the bottomline was, religion should have no place in politics and we need a paradigm shift when talking bout humanatarian issues. Am glad that I was given the opportunity to get answers from an Israeli perspective and that was frst time in meeting an Israeli!

As of today, went to Jurong East Sports Hub to watch the finals of MYSPEX (Mosque Youth Sports Extravaganza) and there's the CPR(Cakap Pasal Remaja) forum thingy. There's Fauzi Laili, Ustaz Sufyan,a counsellor(frgt hr name) & Fiza-O! Haha. Glad gt to meet some of the other MOYL's there (: Aisey man..tk plan btl2 ahh..kalau tk dh go swimming dgn Aizuddin! Hahaa.

Left the place and went to have lunch at Clementi Hawker Centre as there's no Muslim Food ard Chinese Garden! Duh.. yada2..Time flies.. It ws 3+ alrdy..Planned to meet Saiful at En-Naeem Msque at Hougang to register for a workshop nxt week. Thought I was late cz havn't done my Zuhur..Thank God didn't take the cab. So dropped off at Harbourfront to Kovan Stn and reached the mosque at 4.10. Phew! Hopefully after finishing the Bilal/Imam course nxt week and getting the certificate of participation, I'm trying to apply at An-Nadhah coz I don't see any yth stepping up though there's quite a number of institutions ard the msque..I wanna spent my Ramadhan fruitfully..The msque is sederet and its a waste..Quite sad there's only a handful who goes there..

Ehks sempena Bulan Bahasa..

'Meniti jalan menuju ke syurga
Seiring curahan kasih-Nya
Hanya sedikit goresan cinta,
Demi sebuah pahala'

2008-07-11T00:49:00.002+08:00

Glad to know that I'm not the only one who failed but duh..Sometimes being a little bit panic can do me no harm as it kinda helps me to stay on my toes,aytes? And its a nice feeling to get assurances from Ms Nooraini herself. Told me that she knew I can do better but I must practice. Alright, my bad! Kinda guilty when the teacher supported you but you don't do your part in helping urself,urgh. "Hanis, you don't like numbers izzit?" Hahaha.

Gosh. Ibu's been telling me that Sis Salena(my neighbour who's a teacher) said that I can still appeal to NIE.Hahs. Help me then coz I don't want the EPT Malay cert wch I acquired and lasts for 4 years to go to waste. If I can get into NIE, the better rite? So that I won't be wasting my time. But whatever it is, I'll wait for the next 'O' lvls results to come out before applying again. Boohoo.

And I'm like soo looking forward to the Overseas Community Service Programme. Thought of going next year but Ibu suggested this year instead. Planning to go either Chiang Rai or Vietnam on 13-26 Dec. Still waiting for Rajiv's & Wee Kiong's answer before we unananimously decide to go to which country.Hee.

2008-07-08T22:51:00.004+08:00

Glad Allah somehow 'prevented' me from joining SC,hahs. Actually I wanted it so badly that I'm kinda disappointed that I wasn't one of the 3 ISQ'ans to become a SC. grrr. But HE'S right..In fact HE knows me best. If I were to become a SC, I'll have to report to school very early at 7.30a.m. and after which there's unexpected meetings after school..yada2..And, honestly, living in Pasir Ris, I'll be dead tired and won't be able to cope anyways..So yeah. Haha..

Urgh.. I feel that I'm losing my competative edge man..And I'm kinda like worried/panic? Damn..I'm so like deadmeat if I continue on like these..haix. Been asking myself where's the spirit back then in Secondary school which enabled me to get Scholarships and stuffs..hmms..Though I failed by only 2 marks for my second Accounts Class Test(whch i did expect to fail anw..and thank God its nt CA), I felt as if Iv been dealt a blow! looking back at the paper, i should have passed man..Its a cause of concern though iv been consistent for the first CA account(i improved after the frst class test) and for OFA but nothing is guarenteed rite? Work hard..work hard..hahs

Oh Allah, help me regain my competative spirit back..plzz..Amin

2008-07-06T23:22:00.002+08:00

Hrmph. Ibu's been reading 'Ketika Cinta Bertasbih' ever since I bought it! Haha. I bought it because I wanna read but Ibu ended up reading it after knowing there's episode 2 and in fact, if it was true, Ustazah Zanariah even told me there's episode 3! Hurrhurr. And they're doing the filming too in Cairo(:

Guess Sunday won't be bored no more..Will be having fun (I mean, no stress) for the 3 hrs of lessons..Its not fun because of play but I gt myself a new lecturer for my 5th module, Usul Fiqh. Ustz Feirul Malik whose an Educational Developer who work in MUIS is a fun guy..Gt a loud voice..Nt boring (Alhamdulillah) Hahaha. So as usual, new module with lots of different istilahs(terms) that I have never come across before... I particularly like his analogy that we, humans, are like a cup. He came up with these when speaking to those who already comitted zina to make them think back whether their past actions are right or wrong. He reminded us that when confronting with these type of peeps (nt only those who comitted zina), bear in mind not to say, "Itu haram..Eh, berdosa tau kau buat tu..Ini tk blh..yada2". There's a technique as in how to 'consult' people. It goes back to psychology..

Usul fiqh basically is different from Fiqh but nt much actually. It is more of a technique to know why that thing is haram or halal etc. The reasons.. Like for eg jz nw wch I learnt, wajib is broken down to many categories..We cannot just simply follow people.. We have to be completely sure ourselves. Like if people say that thng is halal, we follow halal je..tts not the way. InsyaAllah after completing this module, I'll be more knowledgeable and be able to show non-Muslims the beauty of Islam (it doesn't necessarily mean I praech to them..) and to explain to fellow Muslims this and that and what nots..Amin Allah Humma Amin..

Btw, dear Muslim bros and sis, we're in a blessed month too wch is Rejab.. so u all are encouraged to recite tis doa' :Allahumma Bariklana Fi Rejab Wa Sya'ban Wabalighna Ramadhan..(may Allah bless us in the month of Rejab and Sya'ban, and bring us to see Ramadhan..)

2008-07-05T21:31:00.004+08:00

Let's do a short recap of yesterday's lecture by Sheyk Khalil Moore at Singpost Auditorum which I went with Aizuddin..Well, basically the talk was about our beloved prophet Muhammad p.b.u.h. The title was, 'A rose in the desert, remembering Muhammad p.b.u.h.'. I'm not actually qualified to speak about the gretest man ever but I'll try to share what Iv learned with you guys, InsyaAllah.Innallàha wa malâikatahû yusallûna 'alan-nabiyy, yâ ayyuhalladhîna âmanû sallû alayhi wa sallimû taslîmâ. (Allah and His angels send blessings on the Prophet: O ye that believe! Send ye blessings on him, and salute him with all respect.) 33:56
The Sheykh was telling all of us that we need to know more bout our Prophet to really understand and appreciate him. Most of us think that we've already know the Prophet well enough, but in actual fact, we don't,sadly. And he reminded us that we need to have a sheykh/spiritual teacher or asatizahs to guide us to the light. For those who have not yet have a teacher, ur teacher for the time-being would be the selawat to Prophet Muhammad p.b.u.h as Allah said that those who recites selawat, HE will giude us from the darkness to the light. MasyAllah, there's so much to talk bou. REaders, you can go to his website to listen to his lecture: www.reflectonthis.com Aah, I saw Revilenna's lead singer at the talk too. And Bro Chaled, my kakak's sedare's husband who's a German convert. Glad he recognised me when I tegurred me, hee. ((:
Lots of converts there I would say..Oh man.. those beautiful eyes of the Arab women..Foo! Only the husband can see the real beauty..tsktsk.ahaha.
So, the Ubin cycling trip was fun. Aziz tagged along for the first time(as in fr cycling expedition). The usual mates were there, azhar, Ahmad & Saiful(: Yeah, we went to Chek Jawa and climbed the viewing tower which is 120 steps high. The view from up there was simply panaramic..Left the island at ard 12+ cz the cloud's getting dark and we would'nt wanna be stranded..Reach mainland at 1.30? Walked towards OCH and explored the place. It was the 3rd time exploring the place but for Aziz, the first time. He was hesistant to enter..yada2..Saiful will elaborate on theOCH trip, hopefully.

Guess the next time we'll have another expedition after another 10 weeks of study? hahaa. Guess what? Talked to Aizuddin yesterday and he told me he and Imran went to KL 4 days 3 nights without parents..Cool..I'm planning to go overseas at the end of the year..Anybody wanna tag along? hee.

ubin & OCH Trip

2008-07-03T22:41:00.005+08:00

Oh man.. after sitting at home for two days straight(Mon&tues), it was total mendakness! But no choice , used the 2 days to complete my thesis. And I'm still left with one more, gah! So, I decided that I needed some fresh air. Went to Ahmad hse yesterday to charge the psp Aziz loaned me and put some games in it. Watched the 'SuperHero Movie' too..Hahaha damn funny..we laughed from the start till the end of the show! Hahs.

As of today, went JB with Ayah to collect our baju kurung for this year's Raya..Advanced kn? Hahaha. Yeah, all the baju dh siap((: Whee. first day ____ colour, second day ____. hehe. Cannot tell first secret..Hehe. But whatever it is, Im waiting for the great month to come, Ramadhan, baru blh raya kn? Man..got myself a 45mins Javanese massage. Wow shiok man..My lower body..foo..Felt ticklish but the later part, sakit beb..Hopefully, my legs are all set for this coming 2.4 km run wchc Iv yet to take..hahas. Bah, I finally cut my hair, nyeahs.

Aaah, also got myself Spain's Euro 08 polo shirt! Nice ((:And I bought myself 2 books too. One for my tamadun thesis wch hopefully I can relate to my topic, 'Sumbangan Al-Quran Ke Arah Kecermelangan Tamadun Islam'..Sounds pretty vague..there's nt mch resources on this..urgh. Anyways, the book's title is 'Sistem Politik Islam'. The other book I bought is a novel from the writer of Ayat-Ayat Cinta, Habbirrahman El-Shirazy, titled, 'Ketika Cinta Bertasbih' epsd 1 =)

P/s: Dinie, don't pressurized urself with Bahas k. Whatever it is, I know u can do it. Champions take chances & pressures are privillege (:

2008-07-01T18:24:00.007+08:00

Well, today's the start of the new month, 1st July and school's starting soon! Boohoo. As you can see, got myself a new skin, nyeahs. Simple but a little change would do some good rite? Been sitting in front of my pc for long hours these 2 days as I need to complete my 'Metholoji Kajian Ilmiah' thesis which is due tis Subday! Man.. I'v still got Tamadun thesis yet to be done..Help!!! Aah, before I forget, 'Viva La Espana'(: Finally after 44 years of wait, Spain shrugged off their 'quater-finals' tag and emerged winners of Euro 08. Alright, now let us backtrack on the past few days.

Sat: The initial plan was to watch the film screening of >>> with Aizuddin at Madrasah Al-Junied Auditorium at 8 p.m but sadly,the tics were sold out. Oh wells. Miss the comentaries by Sheykh Khalil Moore. So, the first half of the day I was doing the household chores. Got a message from Azhar asking me whether I wanna follow him and Ridwan to TM to gt some stuffs. So, yeah I agreed as it had been so long since I saw Ridwan. Got myself a pair of shades at TM, =) Reached home at 5 p.m and tuned in to Vasantham Central to watch Hidustan! Haha. I don't remember the last time I watched a Hindi movie..A few years back, if I'm not mistaken,hahs. Sanjay Dutt play as Munna Bhai who tries to practice Gandhi's teaching. 'Gandhi-ism'..hehe.

Sun: Went out with dear bestie, Hanna, my Pixel Lab fren. Her god-sis and bro were there too. Nice getting to know both of u Abg Fadzil and Kak Irfani(: So we went to Esplanade and sit by the river juz to chill..snap some pics.. After which, Abg Fadzil brought us towards the Singapore Flyer where there is a mini-park? Yakult, smth is the name..Haha. Walk2..And guess what? There's a Teddy-Bear Factory where one can adopt and dress it like a real baby..Hmms..more economical than to adopt a real baby?hee! After enough sight-seeing,haha..off to Raffles Place. We guys need to do our Asar..Its the first time I pray at the underground mosque, 'Moulana Mohd Ali'. Abg Fadzil also frst time,hahs. After Asar, meet the gals at Mac'd where I asked Hana for help with my Accounting hwk, Cashbook. Thanks yaw! For teaching me and checking the other Cashbook qn tt Iv done. Left with Petty Cashbook nw..haha. Its been a great day..Initially slow start lahh..Biaselah mcm tk tahu gitu..Need warm-up frst mah..lol. But after awhile, its been easy mixing around wf them. Like what Hana said, all of us have something in common (:

2008-06-27T23:18:00.004+08:00

Stepped into Al-Istighfar Mosque yesterday since (hmms..when was the last time I go there?) Though I live in Pasir Ris, I much prefer to frequent other mosques due to reasons which I shall not elaborate. Anyway, was there yesterday to listen to Al- Habib Abdulllah ibn Hussein Al-Masyhur Al-Hafidz from Medinah Al-Munawwarah. The topic ws on 'Calon Penghuni Syurga' which was translated by Al-Fadhil Kiyai Yusuff Rusadi who's a pricipal of a pesantren (boarding school) in Jawa Tengah. Ok, so let me share what ana Al Dhaif Al Faqir Ilallah ini peroleh dari ceremah tersebut...

Seorang Mukmin yang mengucapkan 2 kalimah syahadah, mengikut syariat tetapi solatnya ada yang ketinggalan dinamakan 'Mukmin Naqis' yaitu Mukmin yang serba kekurangan. Moga2 kita tidak tergolong dlm golongan itu dan supaya amalan kita senantiasa dilakukan secara istiqamah, Allahuma Amin. Zikir yang paling dituntut ialah 'Laillah Ha ilallah Muhammadur Rasulululah'. Guess what? Fadhilatnya, SubhnaAllah. There's this hadis saying that a man kept saying in his dreams,"An-Nar2"(which means Hell). He deamt that he'll be going to Hell. But another man, believe in saying 'Laillah Ha ilallah Muhammadur Rasulululah' 70 000 and disedekahkan to the man whc kept dreaming he's gg to Hell...The next day, the man ws saying in his dreams the opp,"Al-Jannah2"(Heaven). Put it simply, if u sedekahkan 70 000 'Laillah Ha ilallah Muhammadur Rasulululah' to ur family members who have passed away or even ur closest frens, InsyaAllah, it wld help them enter Paradise. Beautiful isn't it? And tt zikir is also to keep u safe(like pembenteng)

As for today, catch up with my dear childhood fren Aziz accompanied by my 2 sahabats Ahamad & Azhar. Ooh..the three "A's"! Went to the RSAF Museum which Aziz wanted to go so badly.. Pics to tell the story lah,haha

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2008-06-26T15:01:00.003+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Ibu's back home now (: As for her condition, I jz gt to knw tt the internal bleeding is actually a miscarriage): Its like the 4th time already? Ibu was'nt aware she's actually pregnant..Oh wells. Guess I won't get another adik anytime soon :/ But the most important thing is she's safe & back home now =)Anw, Thanks to all those peeps for ur do'as and the msgs/calls to check on my mum's condition. Really appreciate aytes.

So yesterday, went to Feefi's hse for makan2 cum movie marathon (like 'housewarming') gitu at Bukit Panjang. Man..it wan an ardous journey. Hafiz, I know ur pain now of having to travel from Pasir Ris to Bukit Batok which is even further! Haixz. Kalau macam gini tk sampai2lah ke Ar-Raudhah..Tkpelah eh..Kite jumpe di Raudhatul-Jannah sudah..InsyaALLAH,Amin. Thanks once again Feefi for inviting us to ur hse. And its really nice getting to know ur dad. Hopefully we can talk more ok, uncle? Haha. Oh, don't frgt if have rezki and ur going to Medinah tell me aytes. InsyaAllah, I would love to join u, hee!

Ana Wa Anta umpama ________? (This is just in general. Fill in whatever you feel appropriate)

Ah, Happy 14th Birthday Bro (:

2008-06-24T12:26:00.004+08:00

One thing that happened could change the course of everything. Last Sunday, 'dragged' my parents down to Bedok Reservoir to catch Hydro Sapiens by a Dutch theater group as part of the closing act for the Singapore Arts Festival in conjuction with Sg's Water Week too. Its been quite awhile since we had a day out together. The atmosphere was fun and colourful... But the night ended with something sombre..

Ibu had internal bleeding and had to rush off to Changi Hospital at around 11+. After arriving there, was told by doctors to go to KKH. Off ayah & ibu to KKH where they reached at 2+a.m. Its been 2 days now since Ibu's in hospital..Gt a call frm hr saying tt she'll be having her op later at night.. Hopefully everything goes well..

I really hope she cld be bck by tdy if possible..

2008-06-21T23:34:00.004+08:00

Went to Cairnhill CC as Al-Falah needed volunteers for a Father & Mother's Day event for the less fortunate. It started off quite dry and slow but after awhile, everthing's seemed alright. Me, Saiful, Syed and his friend, Syafiq from Queenstown Sec were tasked to handle the food. Yada2..Helped to carry the habuans..Easy job.. Done deal..Everyone left with satisfaction..And I really hope the less fortunante enjoyed their time too.

I'm soooo happy too coz in like 6 days time, an Islamic scholar is coming to Singapore. Credits to ukhti27.blogspot.com for the info. And yes, Habib Munzir is coming on the 5th of July (:

Shaykhna Khalil Moore embraced Islam at the age of 19, and is an upcoming Islamic Scholar, having spent many years travelling to the Muslim world in search of sacred knowledge, learning the Religion in the hands of Professors and Shaykhs in Madinah, Mauritania, Morocco, Emirates, Egypt and Yemen. He studied the Maliki and Shafi`i Jurisprudence (Fiqh), Arabic Language and has translated and edited several classical and contemporary Islamic books. Among his Teachers are great Scholars like Habibana Umar Bin Hafiz.

Oh lastly, a fren showed me tis vid on youtube. Very touching..An Iranian kid giving a speech about Fatimah Az-Zahrah (Prophet Muhammad's p.b.u.h. daughter) Very emo..But its apity that the speech and subtitles are in Arabic..If only we peeps can understand Arabic, we would surely shed tears too..

2008-06-19T21:02:00.004+08:00

Encountered some weird/spooky stuffs when jogging just now. I know today's Thursday(malam Jumaat) but heck, I decided to jog anyway from 5.30 towards Pasir Park area 2.. Jog..jog..jog.. reached the Sungai Api2 Park which was quite ulu..entered there to do my cool-down..did some push-ups..pull-ups..Man, I gt goosebumps. There was absolute no one there and usually I can do the pull-ups but just now..I can't seemed to do? Plain superstitious? nah..Went out from that place and passed this girl in black again which was still seating at the bus-stop..Walked a couple of steps passed her and like a few secs after, I turned around but the girl wasn't there!Spooky.. There was no bus. And its impossible for her to walk that fast into Sungai Api2 Park..Hmms..Wallhu'alam.. Am thankful that I didn't kena kacau by watever things..Alhamdulillah..

On the way home, passed this crazy lady(yeah, she's really crazy alright..) and I was expecting myself to get thrown with abusive or only God knows what else she can possibly do to me..But guess what? She turned her face away, put her hands together and started 'praying' to me..(Palms together like praying to Tua Pe Kong)Hahaha. Total randomness..Cool or what? She's scared of my aura kot..hehehe.

KK, I'm speaking 'bubbles' now.. But I assure u readers what I encountered just now were absolutely true...

2008-06-19T16:09:00.006+08:00

Alright man.. the last 2 days totally drained me! Haixz. Tuesday went to school to shoot our BZF role-play.. As usual, Kok Weng couldn't make it coz his grandma passed away..My condolences..(kinda ironic though, hahs) Husnozon je lahh Nis..hahas. Started at 2 dragged on until 5.30 pm? Damn..Ni smue Shaiful nye psl ahh can't complete his scene properly!Gah! So many bloopers on his part.. I only need to do 3 shots je tau..Hehe

Wednesday went to school again -_-'" Boringnye aku..2 days straight naik bus 53! Mendak2.. Covered the Shell Live Wire Sharing session as a photographer,hee! Coincidentally, the event was also part of the Entrepreneurship Club which I'm into also..So yeah, I killed 2 birds with one stone ((: Bt, yang tk bestnye kene dirilah fr the whole 2hr 30 mins..hahs..tkpe2..Dh over pun...hahs. Went KFC to eat wf Rajiv, Roy & Wee Kiong. Thank guys for being understanding..I knw u guys wanted to eat Subway since last time bt bcoz its not halal, you guys decided not to eat there. One for all, all for one..U guys rock lahh.. \m/ After finished eating, the guys left..Rajiv gotta cllct his NDP tix while Wee Kiong hd Muay Thai class..So Roy & me went straight home..

And oooh..I missed MOYL's frst episode of Ubin cycling,huhu. Jack the Penghulu or the other MOYL..pls2 organise episode 2..hehe..Dngr2..dragon-boating's nxt? BBQ kt East Coast..haha..

Anw, my hair's long now..Weehoo.. I'm thinking of letting it grow longer like the Click 5's frontman or juz wearing a hairband over my curly hair (:Hmms.. Or cut short..Botak? ahahaha. Ok dah, wanna go jogging now.. Chawz!

2008-06-16T21:39:00.003+08:00

Alright.. am actually quite bored man.. Guess its juz the start of my 3 weeks of holidays and I realize that I gt nothing to do in particular. Wanna catch up with my sahabats but they're having their exams when school reopens nxt week! And some dh pn buka sch.. Anw, good luck to u peeps who'll be having term test/mye when sch reopens aytes (: Gt three sets of Accounting ws to be done.. 2 on Cash Book and 1 Petty Cash Book..Did Cash Book jz nw bt don't have the mood to carry on..Haixz..need help man.. Well.. guess i'll be staying at hme..exercise.. look out fr yth activities/syarahan to attend to? Haha..

Ehks, I read this particular blog and was glad to know a Habib from Medina Al-Munwarrah is coming ((: I cherish the presence of Habib be it frm our neighbour, Indonesia or frm the Middle Eastern countries..Ahlan Wa Sahlan ya Habib.. Ku tnggu kedatanganmu..

2008-06-13T23:12:00.004+08:00

Finally its the last day of school and its the start of the 3 weeks of h.o.l.i.d.a.y.s!!! Woohoo...
Well , today got the opportunity to meet lots of new peeps (: Early morning got the Entrepreneur Club team bonding and during the evening, meet up with some of the pixel lab members. Notice letak pukul 4.45 p.m sharp at Dhoby Ghout NEL Control Station tapi mak oi gue kene tnggu fr the rst to come like ard 5.30! -_-" Bagus ehks.. Then we gt to find our way ard to gt to 2902 Gallery, Old School.. the place very ulu seyyh and we had to make one big round coz we did'nt knw the place.. haixz..padahal its btl2 blakang PS...

Yada2..as soon as we reached there, view all the photographs displayed while trying to pick up pointers/skills.. Then had dinner at Yong Teng Restaurant(If I'm nt wrng ahh) a cHinese Halal eatery opp. Bugis Junction..

Aaah..Looks like I can't go fr MOYLC Ubin Cycling trip coz Bell the Pixel Lab President selected me as one of the three photographers fr the Shell Live wire sharing session! (watever tt means..haha) ):