Bismillah..

Wow Im 21 now.. Feels the same though, haha. I wanna GROW please.....argh. Anyways, I have never felt so much responsibility ever before going into my 21st Birthday. Im r referring g to the gift that Wak Hawa gave me...Hmms..Insya'Allah will khatam that for this year Ramadhan..And oh dear is tt a sign for me to return to hafalan Qur'an wf Ustaz Fahmi..?? Coz to me, i wanna atleast 'master' the Arabic language for ease of my hafalan and also I think Im still not ready like I THINK i Was...

Also Im feeling a bit 'terkilan'.. I jolly well know I shouldn't be if I really3 wants to follow the Sufis..Allah! But isn't it jz normal human behaviour..?? :S The ones I don't expect wished me but the ones I expected did not! Sad :/

Oh wells..

Bismillah..

Before I turn 21, let me express my feelings here since its a been a long time I wrote anything here, hahs

Well, my life's pretty much the same..only that I got a new responsibility on the back of  my shoulder as Nur Ikhwan's Chairman. Speaking of NI, there's lots that went through my mind the day after the EXCO Handover. Like all sorts of negative thoughts.. the feeling of people don't actually care about u.. I mean damn, the devil was full of tricks to mess up my mind coz the day after Iv to sit fr BA2 supp wch sux..

Fortunately all that is done and over with shukr Alhamdulillah.. though some Ni stuffs are yet to be settled but most importantly Iv come to term wf this new responsibility..and the gd part is no need to retake BA2! Yes,Yes..Alhamdulillah..

Moving on with relationships... I think my role is more suited to be a 'ttm' than anythng else.. well its nice if i do 'dipertemukan' wf my real jodoh.. cz im a guy who gets bored easily..nyeahs..Whatever it is, having the close bind with the Beloved Rasulullah s.a.w. is what that matters most though.. And Im thankful I gt close frens..mre like brothers that hopefully walaupun kerap ketemu tidak ku berasa bosan bersama mereka kerana merekalah sahabat islam yang sejati...

Wallhu'alam