Good! He's gone.. Gone baby gone..hahs. Ever since he returned from hospital at 2+ in the afternoon just now, he never stopped babbling. Man, that have always been the case. Finding faults with eveyone. Poor nenek. And gosh! Something serious cropped up. Innalallah Ha Maas Sobiriin yar nenek.

Finally peace at last. Nenek and atuk have gone back to Long's house. I don't mind if nenek continues to stay here. All the necessary stuffs are well taken care off. If at Long's house.. Be thankful that ur given another opportunity to live. Orang lain kluar masuk hospital, sakit2, dah pergi dulu.. But hey, ur still breathing! Nak mati, mati ajelah..Menyusahkan orang. I know this may sound harsh & sinful (Astaghfirullah..) but heck, if his attitute at that age won't change, then I'll simply say that its better for him to leave. Actually, he's afraid of dying. What's there to be afraid of?!

Oh I would not shed a tear if ur gone man.. The only thing I'll do is to recite Al-Fatiha..That's it.

Anw, was listening to Warna's Suara Kasih conducted by Zan Sufyan yesterday night and I really find the topic meaningful. Its mauduk was, " Saling bermaafan, Di mana letak keikhlasannya". Smth like that. I mean yar, to think about it, some peeps may put on a show with all the hugging & kissing..the tears.. But deep inside their hearts, we don't really know whether they have shed their hatred etc. And if we were to like confess all the bad stuffs to someone, kan boleh jadi gaduh namanye. Hmms. Eg: Eh Man, dulu aku terambik ko ye hp abis aku dh jual ahh.." Tak mengamuk kalau kita dengar ni?. And like if others say to u, "Maaf zahir batin...yada2..". Tk pyhlah nk jwb berjela-jela. A simple, "Sama2" will do. "Maaf zahir batin".. it have become like a trend. If we don't recite it, macam awkward gitu. So where's the keikhlasan? Ia sudah menjadi sekadar lafaz. To be honest, it isn't really necessary. If we're like really sincere, that person can sense it even if u don't mention ur wrongdoing. And now, budak2 pun kalau salam vium tangan kat dahi.. not at the nose or mouth.. Hahs. Ni sekadar all the comments by the diff. callers.

Fikir dan Renung-renungkanlah...

P\s: Kalau ku tk dapat bertemu empat mata to the peeps(which i really wnt to)maafkanlah segala kesilapan aku yg nampak dan tak nampak..