Thursday, November 29, 2007

Sedang aku duduk seorang diri dengan bacaan Al-Quran yang lunak menemaniku, aku mendapat sesuatu yang aku pasti ketinggalan selama ini...Yaitu, sesuatu kita sebagai HambaNya patut melakukan sedemikian. Apa itu? Jawapannya, bermuhasabah diri... Luangkanlah masa anda membaca sajak ini.
BISIKAN IMAN DALAM MUHASABAH DIRI

Sekali-sekala dalam takafurmu,
merenung dan muhasabah diri...
kenalkanlah bisikan-bisikan
yabg berdesir di hatimu
untuk dikenali punca dan penyakitnya,
dan seterusnya untuk kau ubati.

Pasangkanlah telinga batinmu,
dengarkanlah cetusan keluh kesah
ataukah kagum, bangga dan megah
dan seribu satu kehendak dan rungutan
yang jarang merendahkan hatimu
untuk sujud penuh kehambaan

ke hadrat Tuhan


Inilah petanda jiwamu berpenyakit,

dimamahi ulat-ulat mazmumah
kerana hatimu kini dikuasai nafsu
yang membusukkan hati,
memburukkan perilaku.
UbatJah ia dengan mujahadah,
agar ia pulih ke tahap mahmudah.

Kemudian berusahalah memiliki iman,
yang kau dituntut atasnya selepas Islam,
akan terubatlah penyakitmu dengan kaedah:
أَلاَ بِذِكْرِ اللّهِ تَطْمَئِنُّ الْقُلُو
ُ

Ertinya: "Ketahuilah, bahawa dengan mengingati Allah itu, hati akan menjadi tenang." (Ar-Raad: 28)


Lantaran iman itu ialah....
Punca tenaga, tempat lahirnya
segala-gala yang kau perlukan dalam hidup;
mencipta jua meletakkan jiwamu,
dalam keadaan yang serba sempurna

Imanlah sebenar-benar hartamu,
yang akan memperkayakan jiwamu
. Hatimu, akan memandang dunia ini

tepat pada hakikatnya:



Iman jualah...

sahabatmu yang karib lagi setia

yang akan sentiasa bersamamu;

dalam suka ia aakan mengingatkan...

"Bersyukurlah dengan rahmat Tuhanmu...

dalam duka, ialah penenang

"Berserahlah kepada Allah, inilah tarbiah

tanda kasih-Nya

dan penghapusan dosamu yang lalu."


la akan membimbingmu kepada

kebahagiaan hidup

yang engkau harap-harapkan,

tiadakan tergugat,

biar seberat manapun dugaan.

Segalanya tenggelam...

dalam kemanisan rasa

ujian bagimu adalah penyubur jiwa

bahkan mati sekalipun,

adalah syarat untuk menemui cinta!

Lantaran bagi mukmin sejati

...cintanya hanya untuk Tuhan

dan ujian dari-Nya

adalah cenderamata percintaan.

hanyalahbangkai...

dan hiburan yang memperdaya

kau pastinya tidak akan merelakan,

dirimu menjadikan anjing pemburu.

Iman ialah kekuatan menjadikan kau optimis dengan takdir Tuhan, tidakkan pernah berputus asa, tidak mengenal erti kecewa. Bahkan jiwa kan kebal menempuh rintangan bersemangat kental meneruskan perjuangan. Takutmu hanya Allah...jua apa-apa yang bakal mencacatkan hubunganmu dengan Tuhan.

Maka di kala itu pula

iman akan mendidikmu menjadi insan

yang berakhlak mulia dan berhemah tinggi.



Tidak merelakan perlakuan mungkar, peka kepada kebajikan sekalipun sekadar membuang duri dari jalanan...

Iman jualah yang bakal mengawalmu dari serangan musuh lahir dan batin. Hati yang beriman akan bertawakal dengan bantuan Allah yang dijanjikan... "Sesungguhnya Allah berserta orang-orang yang beriman." Ingatan-Nya pula dijadikan 'guide line' dalam mengenal kawan atau lawan. Hatimu akan sentiasa berwaspada dengan bisikan nafsu jahat yang penuh tipudaya

Ahli suffah sering bermadah: Kiranya kau memiliki iman, sesungguhnya kau telah memiliki segala-galanya. Namun jika kau ketiadaan iman, maka engkau telah kehilangan segala-galanya pula..."

Dan di hujung tafakurmu nanti,



akan kau temui untuk seterusnya dimengerti; imanlah yang akan memuliakan darjatmu selaku; Khalifah Allah di muka bumi, bukan insan berperi kebinatangan yang mengotorkan bumi dengan kemungkaran. Ya, hanya Iman penyelamat....


يَوْمَ لَا يَنفَعُ مَالٌ وَلَا بَنُونَ

(yaitu) di hari harta dan anak-anak laki-laki tidak berguna,


إِلَّا مَنْ أَتَى اللَّهَ بِقَلْبٍ سَلِيمٍ

kecuali orang-orang yang menghadap Allah dengan hati yang bersih,
(Asy-Syua'ara:88-89)








Monday, November 26, 2007

After thinking bout it thru & thru, I decided to post tis up. I don't wanna be a hyprocite so therefore if tis post will result in me losing some frens,my bad. Im juz stating the exclusive facts...

I was appalled by wat I saw on ______(insert name) profile. Why is there a need fr him to potray himself as such? Tis is wat I call poser-
someone who pretends to have a quality or social position they do not really have, usually in order to make people notice or admire them. Im not saying all these bcoz of jealousy or anything else. Ni pun untuk kesedaran dia sendiri. Apsl nk put pics yg kononnya kau ade tatu/angkong? Then feature 'frens' plk yg hebat2. Tu aku tk nafiknlah... Tapi yng buat aku marah dan sedih ialah he's in the 'FAMILY OF ISLAM' grp? Hw ironic... Ape? Faithful Muslim? Jalan dh..Hey! Berpijaklah di bumi yng nyata..Buat malu agama Islam je!


Bukan itu saje. Yng menyedihkan lagi ialah mk dia seorang guru ngaji & dia seorang pelajar PERGAS. MasyaAllah. Bukan mksud hamba yng lemah lagi kecil ini utk berghibah tetapi semata2 utk menyuluhkan kembali lampu yng sudah pudar..Astarghfirullah...

Maybe some of you who read tis post will go,"Eh, tu dia punye sukalah! Yng kau ni nk masuk campur ape hal? Its his life...etc." Bt rst assured, many of his critics would agree wf me. Aku sebenarnya kasihan wf his frens yng tk tahu the real him. Dia tk tahu yng ramai yng sudah mulai membenci dgn sikapnya...Wallahu'alam. My guess fr potraying himself as such is bcoz of his nature to attract ppl's attention...Any other theories?

Ps. Tis is nt backstabbing or such. Those who wants to knw who Im referring to or dh tahu bt wnt to make sure tk salah org, can contact me on MSN.

Last note:


Thursday, November 22, 2007

Well...was up early in the morning today -____-". Luckily it was worth it as hd to go to the ICA Building fr my passport extension & to make a new IC. Damn tt person who stole my wallet! U gt my $$ wat else do u need? Give me bck my IC larr...And Malay mats out there never fails to pisses me off. Kt ICA Building pun nk cari psl haixz. I was walking pst these 2 red-haired guys & I overheard one of them said,"Amcm, nk sound pe?". WTF. Go get a life!!!

Here's some pics frm the ICA gallery:Guess sometimes its bttr to do some thngs alone. Its faster & easier tt way...The ayam penyet syiok at beach road power seyyh & it only costs $3.50. Worth my $$..kenyang aku mkn sorang2 hahs.

Ahhh...would like to congratulate tt gal MALAY gal frm St Hilda's fr hr outstanding PSLE rslts. Bagus kn bdk melayu kite? Sekolah Cristian tapi bdk melayu angkt! Set record lagi! Tahniah...Hmms, bt some may say,"Alahh dia bdk dari GEP mestilah pandai!" Elitist? Haha tk pe lar...Suatu kejayaan yng harus kita banggakan...

Tapikn, bdk melayu pelajaran improve improve jgk...Tapi kalau buat bende tk sepatutnya kite buat, tu pun kite nk kene top jgk ke? haixz...ironis nye!!!

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

I sorely miss the joy of studying. The time when I hit the books to mug. The time spent on doing countless worksheets. I can't believe Im actually saying all these. Sounds ironic, rite? The 'O' lvls over and Im supposedly to go out there and enjoy the hell out of myself!!! Bt how to when its the moonsoon season now and u can't really do much... And there's still some things to think bout...

Jiwaku seperti kegersangan. Diriku mahu menulis sebuah karya tetapi idea dan ilham tidak dapat ku capai. Anyone out there can give a title so tt I can work on it?

Saturday, November 17, 2007

Its been soooooooo long since the last time I went to Marine Parade. The place was so nice tt I thought of moving bck there. Had lunch at PP's Banquet wf the family. Ibu brought along hr fren, Cik Ani. After lunch, the guys(ayah, adik & me) separated frm the gals to do our own window-shopping. Its nice to knw tt PP hv its own surau. Yes, a proper surau where there's a room to do ur prayers. There's even a place to do ur abulations in the room itself. F.Y.I., its located at the 5th story carpark.

And ayah's gt a funny encounter in the toilet whch make adik & I laugh our asses off as ayah tried to imitate tt man's actions. A 'leprechaun' or shld I say org kerdil, came into the toilet wf his bladder almst burst, I think. He was frantically knocking on the doors of each cubicle bt all's been occupied. As his hght doesn't permits him to pee at the uknwwat, he decided to pee at a small hole instead. My dad stop him frm doin' so as it would only make the whole toilet wet & the cleaners piss off. So, dad decided to help by carryin' him while he eases himself...( imagine dad's carryin' a baby) Lol...Ps. If only I were there to record it. Confirm blh menang Singapore's Funniest Home Videos !hahaha... Wait, I sounded mean am I?

And b4 I frgt, I saw Fadhil(my senior in NPCC) workin' at ISETAN. Initially I was quite suprised as I tght he's stil studyin'.. Bt he told me tt he's been workin' fr 2 yrs nw. He's been recently transferred to PP as his department at Tamp. was closed dwn..Oh wells.

At the end of the day, its still you who I think bout. No matter hw long u take to give ur ans, I'll always be waiting...


andaikan dulu
aku tak pernah mengenalmu
mungkin aku tak akan menderita
andaikan dulu
aku tak pernah mencintaimu
mungkin tak akan seperti ini jadinya
semua sayangku telah kuberikan
semua rinduku telah ku curahkan
semua cintaku telah ku semaikan
namun dirimu tak pernah
memberiku setetes kasih
tapi aku tetap memberikan semua itu kepadamu
meskipun aku di rundung kesedihan yang tiada hentinya
saat dirimu merasa bahagia
aku merasakan pedih di hati
saat dirimu merasakan derita
aku merasakan sakit di sekujur tubuhku
itu mungkin karena aku terlalu mencintaimu
itu mungkin karena aku terlalu menyayangimu
itu mungkin karena aku terlalu mengharapkanmu
tapi aku akan selalu menanti sebuah jawapan


Friday, November 09, 2007

If only you can feel the feelings I have towards you...
Will you ever gonna give me a chance?
Stop brushing me off will you?

Don't give me hope
When you like it, but don't want it
All I ask is sincerity
Not pretension

Thursday, November 08, 2007

Yippeee! Had mine graduation cum adil fitri concert at Victoria Theatre juz nw. It marked the end of madrasah at al-istighfar msque fr me. The sweetest prt of it was i gt 1st in position on my final yr as an al-istighfar student. After so long of having to contend wf 3rd & 2nd pos. respectively, getting 1st was definitely nice. Moreover, i beat Sis Marliah who is a yr 1 NUS student! :)
And thnks Sis Marliah fr ur advice. The contemplating tght of gg to MI is fading... I'll try to go to JC even if it goes wrng on my 1st yr...

And lstly, i'll prove u wrng ibu wf mine 'O' lvls rslts.. Yar prelims rslts i admit rabak sampaikan ur laughing it off tt i can make it to JC.. InsyaAllah i will...



Here's some pics to sum up my happiness..







































































































Wednesday, November 07, 2007

Well wat a day! Only God knws how many kilometres we've covered during tt walk. At 1330, Azhar & I decided to head off to Peninsula to grab his metal album. Unfortunantely, the shop's closed :( To cut it short, Im gg to do a little chain of our journey...

Penin-Funan-Heeren-Paragorn-Lucky Plaza-Wisma Atria-Penin-Home(FINALLY). LOL...

Haha. Itu sikit sebanyak summed up our trip. I gt my stuff at Wisma Atria's Topman & Azhar's gt his stuff back at Penin. And we're bth happy & satisfied kwakwakwa..ok aku gila '_____"
Oops, nt to frgt. We saw FS & gang at trying out blazers at Topman. Hoho, shopping fr grad nite nmpk. Mine time's ovr..Aku dh rase..Korang enjoy ler eyh. Im nt gg tis yr.

Last bt nt least, I rejected the offer to be AFY's Exco frm Ustz Yousef. Cukuplah setakat being an ordinary member. Furthermore, Im nt sure wat sch Im gg to gt nxt yr so its hard to commit. Period.

Tomorrow's gonna be a long day...

Tuesday, November 06, 2007

Wooohooooooo!!! The big 'O's finally over; alhamdulillah. The only best thng to do now is sit tight & prey tt the rslts will turn out gd. And damn! I need a job yaw! Though I'll be working at Singpost(to be confirmed) on the 2nd of Dec till the 25th, its getting kind of bored sitting at home. Hmms. Can't wait fr tis Thursday. Double Happiness fr me ahacks. Updates will be up fr tt day soon, insyaAllah..